TINGYUAN :)

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2008-05-19T16:05:00.001+08:00

I've
moved , sweetlings :)

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2008-05-16T21:22:00.001+08:00

down with food poisoning. my weight depleted from 56kg to 52kg within three days, i'm underweight now. sigh, can you imagine me being underweight? these days are so tough. but what makes me stronger is having my parents, best friend & boyfriend coming to take care of me. especially my boyfriend, he comes over before and after work every single day to check on me. still feeling very weak but i'll be okay!

you're the only one i ever want.

2008-05-12T12:33:00.005+08:00

oh, finally i'm done with all the uploading of picts to blogger. i've been doing the same thing over and over again since ten in the morning. look, it's almost one now.

happy mothers' day, mama!
wasnt able to make it for the shopping for mom's day with the rest, so with no money & only some brain cells. did a last-minute prezzie for mommy:

the words are, 'happy mama's day! i love you'. the photo is her carrying me when i was a baby. i placed it on her dressing table at 4am & when i woke up, it was alrdy at her bedside :] i went into her room & asked if she's touched, she said yes & asked if that's me in the picture. :( she doesnt even know it's me who gave her the gift, haha too many kids i guess.

ok. baby came over at 9am on sunday. we continued to sleep till 3pm, i was so reluctant to get up until he keep repeating 'quick ah quick ah, otherwise no more digi cam not because i dont want to buy for you ok'. so i chopchop got up, got ready & off we go to buy our new digi cam!

i love my new baby, heehee. its black & sleek & take clear pictures in a second!

back to his place to pack his stuffs.

cool siolz. testing out his goggles, haha.

so off we went for a swim, it wasnt nice 'cus i dont like buona vista swimming pool. i had a weird feeling when i went down the waters &, it just didn't felt right. something happened, i was freaked out & i jumped out of the waters.

back to his place to bath. i like this shirt! it's his, & i think i'm trying to get him to give it to me. hoho.

haha, my popeye! :D

adrian & erjie came and pick us up, & off we go to their friend's hse to catch man-u vs. wigan. yay man-u won. ok i wasnt rly in the mood for the show 'cus i was falling asleep. not b'cus it's bored ok, i watch soccer. hahah.

in the car. i couldnt get my hands off the new camera :D

potato chips + pepsi + soccer match + two goals by favourite team + boyfriend, what's better than this? :)

i told him i was falling asleep but when i reached home i got so energetic. i threw my bolster on the floor & said to him, aye lie here lie here, we chat until morning. haha. & we continued to take more pictures haha. & there, our photoframe with the rly balia flower that he got from his workplace haha. still, i was touched & dumbfounded when he gave it to me :)

i love you.

what a failure.

2008-05-10T21:42:00.018+08:00

pictures-overload!

many many pictures to post, i hope blogger doesnt die on me again & i'll have to upload all photos up again. blogger is screwed, i cant go into other blogspots. shitz.

7 May 2008.

(where else, but school!)

haha very stressed weiping, i'm disturbing him 'cus i wanna play crazy taxi on his lappie :D

freda says i'm always tilting my head when i take photos, haha ya loh!

shorty. (shorty get low low low low)

god knows what kevin is doing.

it was intended for kevin & me only ok! haikal is sucha photo spoiler, hahaha.

met wanny at night! we went to town & chilled at gloria jean's for a couple of hours before we decided to head home for her 9pm show (as always) and my bf :D

hahaha wan, you've got sexayye sexayye thick lipz!

9 May 2008.

(and again, where else but school!)

culture that day & facil was asking what will we put in the time capsule to remind us of our poly days. all of the gor-kor members say 'photos', know why? 'cus we do nothing but take pictures everyday, haha.

pris is finally taller, haha.

after i took this picture, i went around with pris' camera & say 'omg, pris took a picture with maggie Q!'

& alot says kevin looks like wu zun. so if it never happens, here's a pirated version of wu zun & maggie Q taking a photo tgt.

anyway regarding the kevin look like wu zun part, i apologise to any wu zun's fans if i unintentionally insult your idol :D

hahaha trying to make my flat nose sharper la.

gor-kor! (minus phareez so it's $4.95)

oh please look at haikal my laughing pill hahaha.

10 May 2008.

(ok, wakeboarding at kallang!)

waiting for our turns on the dock.

stop giving this face laaa.

act man.

waiting for the boat to fetch him & off he go for his second round!

ok that's him! can stand, proud la? :(

bathed & popped over to baby's!

ok, its cheesey & ugly but who cares? i'm in love :D

i need piggybacks for ice lemon tea, :(

2008-05-09T15:48:00.000+08:00

It's so hard. I'm not happy.

Don't listen to her, she's rubbish.

2008-05-08T20:51:00.002+08:00

One moment ago I was still feeling fine, looking through the photos we took yesterday and laughing about it. Then one moment later I got reminded of what she said today. I don't know what she'll think about me just because her friend told her about her friend's friend which is actually my enemy. I wonder.

I really wanted to upload some funny photos up here but Blogger seriously is screwed. Today's module wasn't good. The facil, hmm I shan't say anything about her here. We are suspecting that she reads our blogs, even though it's very unlikely. Still, my group is fun because we have Haikal + Sabrin, and Freda. Just Haikal & Sabrin are funny alrdy.

I swear Haikal is my laughing pill, I can't stop laughing with him around. Hmm. Causeway point after school without Pris & Phareez for dinner 'cus we skipped lunch. Oh ya, Gladys came and look for me during my lunch and she went off to look for Sam.

Baby's coming in a while now, I hope he can make my day 'cus I'm feeling really shitty. Sigh, fuck it.

On a sidenote,
Haikal on 'Touch my body' in my Hp just to wait till the part where he can sing, 'Oh yeah oh yeah oh yeah oh yeah', haha I couldn't stop laughing. Ok, I really can't stop laughing even till now. You should have seen his face, haha. Ok, feeling shitty again. Sigh, bye.

i love you even more & i'll be with you always.

2008-05-07T14:37:00.003+08:00

(/edited) i hope something sweet and special will happen to me today. i'm finally meeting g today. even though the distance from woodlands to clementi isnt exactly near but i dont mind, i'll go the distance as long as it brings me to my best friend.

because you love me.

2008-05-06T15:55:00.002+08:00

boo :(
i think i'm having a headache cus i was too stressed-up doing the computing just now. & i'm going to fall asleep any minute now. i couldnt wake up this morning and thank goodness mom & dad drove me to sch so i could slp till 8. i reached school at 9. on the dot and was late 10 minutes for UT.

i'm not in a very good mood, sigh, i don't know why.

took this pict with my webcam some time ago & it has been my dp on msn. i was bored that day msn-ing denise and i started to draw smthg on msn...

haha look alike look alike?

i've been drawing these days. writing & drawing has been the things that can make me feel better and happier. i've been drawing baby's childhood photo, our first photo & me. & its all with him now haha. the overall isnt that bad, its just that i suck at drawing pretty eyes & lips :( but nvrmd, i've bought pencils, eraser and stuffs to practice alrdy! haha.

sigh, i suddenly feel like skipping wakeboarding & meet baby rightaway :(

till forever we'll stay the same, my love for you will never change :)

2008-05-06T00:33:00.004+08:00

hey there! school today was so cool, its as though we didnt study at all. we went for bubbletea during the first break & was late for second meeting all bcus haikal wants to do a survey to win him an ipod hahaha. then facil left half an hour earlier for the second break. so everything was brought forward. lunch was like an hour, i rly don't know why haha.

i love my class, & my clique. haha we are five bucks! & i'm 80cents. it all started when i said i've a nigga name to denise, and that's 80cents. so i went around telling my clique & we became five bucks! (gor-kor in hokkien). well if you need more details you can refer to kevin's blog, i rly don't dont know how he find the time & effort to elaborate haha. & shucks, UT tomorrow, i rly don't know what do about it :/

so few days back it was the third again! yay. baby stayed over at my place. & we went shopping! i've always thought that i'd never get a chance to go shopping happily with my bf but he's different hahaha. i love you, vun. had our dinner at bakerzin, walked walked bumped around & sent him off to work!

i wrote a two-pages letter for him ysterday & asked him to read on the bus on the way back just now. he was supposed to call me when he reaches but he called me 10minutes after he board the bus instead, telling me that he's very touched. aww :)

yesterday we stayed at home and did some handiwork. the photoframe shown above! the first pic is a him when he was younger, smiling very happily. then second is mine, smiling very happily. & the third pic is us, smiling not so happily haha. i did the pasting of pictures which got me so irritated 'cus i cant get them aligned. & he did the hanging up! it's on the wall beside my bed now & i cant wait to show everybody else haha.

was supposed to catch iron man today but we were so exhausted we fell right there on the bed & slept for two whole hours. what am i supposed to do? i dont think i can get to slp anymore. wakeboarding trng tmrw! i havent exercise for sucha long time haha. gotta prepare now, nights!

i told you i know i'm sorry, can we forget all about it now?

2008-05-02T10:17:00.006+08:00

current mood : fucking fucked-up.
currently listening to: counterstrike's sounds of gunshots.

omg damn tired, i'm dozing off anytime now. class is so empty today, we're only left with four grps instead of five. haha, ok pictures from yesterday.

baby & me, (he'll kill me if he see this picture over here haha 'cus he asked me to delete it) on the way to town.

met pris & gang and went over to freda's place at east coast park for bbq.

emo me, haha most photos taken by haikal.

look at pris, hahaha.

me & weiping, his eyes are forever this small.

weiping.

weiping..again.

ok kevin.

hahaha haikal acting cute!

again.

pris engrossed in my 8days mag.

ate lots of food, played silly games. kevin & pris brought their friends but we wasn't icebreaking with one another. haha & being in haikai and weiping's group for charades is stupid. lots of yummy food, satay chickenwings prawns and stingray.

went up to freda's hse again, initial intention was to get the guys' bags before going home but ended up watching more dumb youtube videos (thanks to haikal haha) & ended up going home much later than the time i wanted to leave haha.

kevin is always this obscene, i rly dont know why haha.

ok act-cutes!

ah tired, ok bye.

you know i never wanna lose you to anyone or anything else. never.

2008-04-29T12:08:00.006+08:00

current mood : pretty shitty.
currently listening to: some music someone in class is playing

some photos we took during our breaktime yesterday. which exhausted us & made us feel sleepy during the rest of computing.

rp's indonesian food is goood :D

priscylalala :D

the girls & the gay, haha.

acting cool, haha.

meet freda & pris :D

with hugs from shanghai, xoxoxo.

fredaaa :D

haha we connect.

look at kevin & priscilla, haha.

kevin, weiping, adam, me, freda.

the handsigns goes W.2.5.D, ignore pris thanks :D

haha adam!

byeeee. time for lunch!

soon you're gonna see a brighter day

2008-04-27T22:31:00.007+08:00

current mood : bloody hungry & freakin' sticky
currently listening to: i've never been to me / charlene

rewind to yesterday.

went to vivo with wanny, wanting for some shopping. had dinner & started sourcing for stuffs in almost every single shop. & whenever we step out of a shop empty-handed, we'll go 'sigh, failed'. & i kept saying, i dont believe we can't find a single item to buy in the biggest shopping centre of southeast asia. ok now i do believe it.

yummy dinner at secret recipe, i miss the prawns hoho.

chilling at vivo, forcing her to listen to my lovesick cheesy songs, looking at her msging her 'biscuit', eating my apple cheese cake away :]

let me tell you a story, when we were still working in hip diners', one day we were doing hosting & venice saw a guy and he said, 'wtf! that guy can't close his mouth hahahahaha'. then i looked at him. he can't close his mouth either what hahhaha.

ok so i was imitating venice in the picture above, haha sorry jiangjiang!

aye, meet up soon for our hair-removal session! (msg me, wan. i think i can't make it on tues 'cus it's vunny's offday hahahaha)

after vivo, love came over to my place. we stayed in bed singing songs from his era, got a little too high, he tried to make me feel embarrassed by staring at me when i sing & dance haha but i didn't. why would i? you're alrd my boyfriend haha. & we played some stupid game which made me laughed a little too hard & finally fell asleep at four in the morning. actually we just parted two hours ago but i'm missing him terribly alrd :(

ok school tmrw. i'm bloody hungry & i think i smell 'cus i haven't bath. i miss my love. i miss my love. i miss my love :( ok time to go bath & dabao some food to makan, i'm dying! bye folks, loves ;)

if i should die before i wake, its 'cause you took my breath away.

2008-04-26T02:45:00.005+08:00

current mood : sleepy :(
currently listening to: no air / jordin sparks & chris brown

skipped school today, again. i feel so guilty alrdy. gladys came over my place after her school, we talked, laughed at stuffs that her class will never find humour in haha, and got updated by her about her 'biscuit' (i've never seen her so lovesick throughout these five years). i kept playing lovesick cheesy songs, made her felt even more empty without her love haha.

cafe cartel for dinner, we parted, went home & loverboy came after work :D (i dont think i can survive without meeting him for one day) laughed too hard, succeeded in persuading him to buy me a camera (ok paying half of it), imitating the way he talk to his mom when he calls home, sent him off to bus 105, finally home.

wanted to upload some putrajaya photos up here but blogger is having some problems. i'll try again tomorrow. ok bye folks !

love me love me, say that you love me.

2008-04-25T00:40:00.003+08:00

current mood : very in love :}
currently listening to: can't live without you/mariah carey.

yay i managed to rush back home before 1159 to do my self-evaluation on leo. i didnt even know we had self-evaluation until today haha. so i finally got my ass back to school after being absent for three days, quite safe to tell you now that i'm pretty healthy alrdy. oh finally :D

im not quite in the mood for school tomorrow, enterprise! mm should i should i? ok i think i should. not that nice to have four 'X' on my attendance list this week. class is having a street soccer match with w25c on monday, we'll be going there for some cheerleading haha. and then and then it's gonna be our class bbq at freda's condo on labour day, ooh can't wait!

meeting wanny tomorrow, i've been postponing our date since monday haha ok i know you hate me la. oh ya i have lots of cheesy love songs in my mp3, yay i like. im no longer lonely on the way to school.

by the way, i miss my love alrdy :)

so special, unforgettable.

2008-04-24T15:22:00.002+08:00

i cant focus or pay attention to what they are presenting. my mind hasnt been operating well since the day i fell sick. my part of the table is so messy. its filled with wires of our chargers, mp3 which im charging, mouse, waterbottle, watch, robitussin cough drops, hp & my big white aldo bag. i watched the bucket list during the first break & im halfway through it. we took an hour for lunch & some walking around during the second break. when i was back, i found some rly useful website, copied-pasted the entire thing & bam, i was asleep for half an hour. & still having a headache now :(

baby's coming to pick me up, yayyyy. ok bye :D

i love you

2008-04-22T22:40:00.002+08:00

met kevin & pris at amk mrt today, went to sch, was late for 9 minutes. 51 mins later, i was on my way home hahaha.

nothing much to blog about alrd. both kevin & vunny are nagging me to sleep 'cus i'm still sick & coughing like mad. night dears, i hope i'll be well tomorrow 'cus i miss school :(

Two less lonely people in the world.

2008-04-21T08:32:00.002+08:00

Hi. I'm still sick. So I gave school a miss today, actually I really wanna go school. Furthermore, it's Computer programming today, I can do well in this module. I got an A last week! & that's my first A in Rp. Was supposed to go to school with Pris & Kevin today but I couldn't make it. My fever has subsided but I keep coughing. I haven't been sick for so long for such a long time. I bet class today will be fun :( Urgh.

heal the world, make it a better place.

2008-04-19T18:46:00.002+08:00

aye i'm having a fever, sore throat & my whole body is aching. the strongest panadol isn't of much help either. sighs.

went to walk around the fiesta yesterday aft sch to look at the IGs again. kevin, freda & me joined diving! i'm really looking forward to it. its like we'll get to go to tioman for training. haha, on the way back to causewaypt, i said, 'aye i think i must have been a mermaid my past life since i love sea so much'. and kevin freda & pris (my babydear) was like, hmm -.-

my real babydear came over my place, had dinner, had quarrel (haha) & he stayed over. i was so pig i didn't even know he went to work this morning.

okie that's all, i think paul anka's songs are nice and i hope i'll be cured by tonight. i love you :D

everybody's gonna love today, love today, love today.

2008-04-18T00:22:00.003+08:00

aye! today's lesson was sooo fun, i can't help but keep thinking about it. the problem today was something like teaching someone else something that is new to him/her. & my team was to teach the class how to draw! sooo, every team, including the facil needs to follow us & draw out the cartoon characters. my class was so cute, they were really drawing out the cartoons. i taught them step-by-step how to draw bubbles from ppg while fadhli taught them how to draw snoopy. we even chose out the winners & offered to give them free gifts i got from SLA fiesta, hahaha. but they chey-ed me & rather not take it :(

for the rare time, it's not me who did the ppt & yes i'm so happy. i was there, learning how to draw the cartoons so that i could teach them. you should see their drawings, they were so cute & funny. it's with me, i'll probably take photos of them & post it up here tomorrow or smthg.

lunch was with freda & priscilla. during the presentation, i told kevin to go down to 7-11 to get some cupcakes or brownies 'cus it's gina & pinqian's birthday. so haikal & him told the facil that they were going to the toilet & they came back with b&j's icecream after our last presentation & we sang them b'day songs :)

W25D !

priscilla was like, tingyuan has a camera so do you guys want to take a class photo? & haikal says, if don't want how? of cus want la!

yay i really love my class. & so there's our class photo, full attendance! walked to mrt station with kevin aft school. met my darling & we headed to golden mile for awesome steamboaaaaaat!
:D

W25D !

2008-04-16T22:52:00.002+08:00

(we were imitating how kim takes photo, plus khairul in the background haha.)

topic today was super ultra boring, it was about physics & i think i've dumped all the info on physics on the last day of o'lvl. so sabrine & i pleaded & finally succeeded in chucking everything to jin mun! having him in my group in basic science is really a godsend, hahaha. anyway, so while jin mun & jiawei were thinking their asses off, sabrine & i were playing online games on gamefools & chitchatting away, hohoho.

went to SLA fiesta to check out CCAs, & guess what? I've joined Wakeboarding, hohoho. I've always likes sea sports but has never gotten a chance to be a part of it. I hope this time round it wouldn't end up like St.Johns, quitting halfway. I really feel the need to exercise, enjoy the sea & get tanner!

sabrine & i were digging out all the goodies from the goodie bag we got from the fiesta, & i got more discount vouchers and goodies than her. hahaha. kevin was watching stomp the yard & we were crowding around him, watching it as well. then everyone started opening up & talking to one another, like we never did before. then kevin kept doing the stomp the yard dance & say that he is going to join hiphop, omg.

we're going to have a class outing, yay! i knew my class was united laaaa. when the class ended, the whole bunch of us went into the lift, only one person in the lift's not from our class. so kevin did the stomp the yard dance again & shouted, we're W25D! haha anyway if you were there, you'll surely laugh out loud.

walked out with the girls, met my darling at buona vista after that. i miss him alrdy. bye everyone, school tomorrow :D

you tuck me in like a child now.

2008-04-10T14:21:00.002+08:00

wooo, another 2.5 hrs & sch will be over!

viwawa suck, cus i keep losing hahaha.

got nothing to blog. have finished my ppt.

waiting to present in another ten mins or so.

gladys is having her orientation i hope she's coping well.

shall go and find other games to play alrd.

g'bye :D

Song of my 2004.

2008-04-10T00:53:00.002+08:00

yes i've finally revamped my mp3. cleared old songs, retained some and added some. no longer need to survive solely on the pathetically few songs on my hp on my journey to sch & back home.

it was my class's turn to do the ws on blood today, okay not as boring as i thought it was. & sch has been okay, the 2.5hrs break has been used up for lunching, ppt & viwawa.

went to meet bf aft sch! happy though the time we had was short. hmm, i thought i had a lot to blog but i've forgotten most of it.

anyways. dear 6h (2003), can we organise another gathering real soon 'cus i think i'm missing all of you really badly :( i haven't been seeing you guys since last year! ahhhh.

(unnamed)

2008-04-07T10:35:00.003+08:00

hi hi i'm back from m'sia. having sch now (first day) and okay, it's quite fun doing those worksheets. haha at least not studying theories, that i could die. i'm having the first break now and i have another 20mins but i'm not going to get any food but instead stone here, browsing webs. and sam is doing some ws on blood? hahaha, that's so extremely different from me. i'm doing one on amazing race, hoho.

meeting gladys later aft sch. i miss vun. bye.

If you were the winter, I know I'd be the snow. just as long as you're with me, let the cold winds blow :}

2008-04-04T02:30:00.003+08:00

i didn't doze off during orientation. it wasn't about playing games, or ice-breaking that sort of thing but more like introducing to you what you will be doing in school for the coming year. it was okay, it wasn't tiring because using computer stimulates your brain and so you will not be sleepy. but i kept msn-ing amanda, sam & kim. hahaha, & when sam told me she saw her bf's ex, i ask, she chio u chio? she answered. then i ask, she chio i chio? then manda told me there's a handsome guy in his class, then i ask, he handsome jx handsome? k so, anyway i dont rmbr liking msn-ing so much.

went back to peirce aft that to collect our o'level certs. so it's out alrd, so go back to sch and get it okay. testimonials not out yet though. quite disappointed that my express chinese grade isn't printed on the same cert. mr phua says it's gonna be on a different one so i don't know.

wanted to connect to peirce's wireless with our laptops & play viwawa at the canteen. then i say what if mr sim saw us playing & then like 5 mins later you see 'simchongboon logged in' that kinda thing. k anyway, we couldn't connect to the wireless so we ended up sitting at the canteen, talking about prom night and all those quite meaningless stuffs.

i still miss mrs han and mr phua pretty badly. went to talk to them with shawn and updated them with lots of stuffs. i thought i missed peirce but the need of having to write your full name, full address, ic number, purpose of visit & giving them your ic irritates me alot. & we cant go to the canteen to eat 'cus our purpose of visit was to collect cert. so we should only head to the general office instead of the canteen, according to vijeya the female security guard. & i don't rly know any peirceans there anymore. it doesn't feel like my second home anymore. so, i dont miss it anymore.

went to surprise my sleepyhead at holland this morning. 'cus it's the third! wanted to go out & have fun all that stuffs, ended up sleeping the day away. who cares what you're doing, as long as you're with your love, right? anyway he went to work while i went to meet g & headed back to my place. spent hours gambling with cards only to find that we didn't win or lose, waste of time, haha.

long post but anyway i'm going to m'sia tomororow so i think i'll still be blogging 'cus i'm bringing my laptop 'cus my nephew needs to watch barney. hahaha. yay, i'm finally going overseas. even though i'll miss my love. okay, and er, erm gladys.

sorry that i can't go to sentosa this sat, i miss all of you quite terribly too. havent been seeing you guys since last year i think? ah feel so bad about it. will be back on sunday so see ya then :)

No other love.

2008-04-02T05:51:00.002+08:00

I woke up at five even though I slept at one last night, and I should wake up only at seven for my orientation today. I reckon I wouldn't be able to get to sleep again so decided to browse the net instead. Went to check out the programmes they have today and hmmm I hope I don't end up dozing off 'cause it's until four. Plus, we're all separated into different blocks for the orientation, I just hope that I won't feel lonely.

Couple of days back, I was watching tv and he was sewing up the pockets of his trousers 'cause his job requires him to. & when I looked at him I was so amazed because this guy knows how to cook and knows how to sew. & the image of him sewing looks so wrong because a man with big muscles shouldn't be sewing. Hahaha, and I felt so inferior. 'cause I'm the one who doesnt know how to cook and how to sew. So, I requested to help 'cause I really want to learn. And then, I pricked myself and I see my fresh dark red O type blood came popping out of the wound. And then, I started crying. Hahaha, not because of the pain, okay partly because of the pain but mainly because I was so damn disappointed in myself 'cus I can't even do an easy job. Sighs.

That's the first time someone appreciated me doing stuffs for him. That's the first time someone told me he felt his heart ached when he saw me got hurt. That's the first time I saw how saw it myself and believed what he said. That's the moment when I felt that someone's really in love with me.

I knew that he really loves me when he looked at me silently. Those eyes, I couldn't quite describe it. But no other man that I've loved before has ever looked at me that way. The way how I used to look at them, but they had never looked back in the same way.

stop it.

2008-03-31T01:19:00.004+08:00

i actually didnt want to blog but i went on msn and saw an offline msg which venice left me, eat apples and bananas. then i got reminded that when we were still working in hipdiner's, venice will go around the shop asking everyone of us, apple orange same? apple orange same? we'll laugh even though we don't know what's so funny about it. k i don't think this above paragraph is funny at all.

im having a headache, my eyes are closing, im feeling so tired but im just quite reluctant to hit the sack. today, the entire day was spent with my boyfriend. sheer bliss :)

orientation on the 2nd. i wonder if i can wake up -.- oh, and kapor, i havent meet you for 8829389283 years already!

is there anyone out there 'cus it's getting harder and harder to breathe

2008-03-27T21:55:00.001+08:00

How dare you say that my behavior is unacceptable
So condescending unnecessarily critical
I have the tendency of getting very physical
So watch your step cause if I do you'll need a miracle

You drain me dry and make me wonder why I'm even here
This Double Vision I was seeing is finally clear
You want to stay but you know very well I want you gone
Not fit to fuckin' tread the ground that I'm walking on

When it gets cold outside and you got nobody to love
You'll understand what I mean when I say
There's no way we're gonna give up
And like a little girl cries in the face of a monster that lives in her dreams
Is there anyone out there cause it's getting harder and harder to breathe
Is there anyone out there cause it's getting harder and harder to breathe

What you are doing is screwing things up inside my head
You should know better you never listened to a word I said
Clutching your pillow and writhing in a naked sweat
Hoping somebody someday will do you like I did

When it gets cold outside and you got nobody to love
You'll understand what I mean when I say
There's no way we're gonna give up
And like a little girl cries in the face of a monster that lives in her dreams
Is there anyone out there cause it's getting harder and harder to breathe
Is there anyone out there cause it's getting harder and harder to breathe

Does it kill
Does it burn
Is it painful to learn
That it's me that has all the control

Does it thrill
Does it sting
When you feel what I bring
And you wish that you had me to hold

When it gets cold outside and you got nobody to love
You'll understand what I mean when I say
There's no way we're gonna give up
And like a little girl cries in the face of a monster that lives in her dreams
Is there anyone out there cause it's getting harder and harder to breathe
Is there anyone out there cause it's getting harder and harder to breathe
is there anyone out there cuz its gettin harder and harder to breathe

g-hip, t-hip :D

2008-03-26T03:36:00.002+08:00

should be sleeping away now but since i've nothing on tomorrow, i might as well sleep tomorrow away. so here i am, uploading picts taken just hours ago. maroon 5 concert!

the songs were great, we were high, adam levine's sexy but the concert's short. that's the bad thing. when they left the stage, i was secretly wishing it's interval, but it's not :(

(i know you can't see shit but just imagine k. anyway the guy in white at the left is adam!)

cine for step-up 2 aft the concert, not as nice eh. supper with lala and stingray next and cabbed home. today has got to be the hippiest day with gladys, although it doesn't sound quite hip.

rock on guys! if nickelback's coming, i swear i'm going to watch :D
kz, viwawa for mj now, heh.

baby, you're the best part of my day

2008-03-25T04:45:00.003+08:00

went bloghopping and randomly read some friends' blogs who are studying sec 5 now. they showed picture of them studying, the books, the worksheets all that stuffs. and i got reminded of times when we had social studies and history, i'll bug karhao to do the sourcebasedquestion and he would grumble, and find me irritating. then he'll forget what i say and continue listening to his hp and sing songs and got me irritated. haha i guess he's my best sitting partner after all :)

i miss the old times, i miss all of you.

you're my babylove, my babylove.

2008-03-22T21:33:00.002+08:00

dicey business always takes so long to load, sighs it's only seventeen minutes!

gladys texted me in the morning and told me someone unusual is wooing her, hahaha i can't help but to imagine what will it be like if they end up tgt. i'll go mad i think, i can't take it!

k, off to wait for my dicey business to load. i miss my love.

i wanna make you smile, whenever you're sad

2008-03-22T02:14:00.003+08:00

hiiiiii!

headed down to Rp yesterday with Gladys to configure my laptop, then to Np to configure hers. dinner was at fish&co. with my punehdarlings (finally met up with ming after what seemed like forever). i miss you guys! :D

the latecomers finally arrived earlier than the others for the first time! (most probably the last time as well..)

my oily fingers (due to seafood platter) dirtied the camera thus photo's blurred.

lightning strike!

eh what face laaaa.

don't have the picture of five of us tgt 'cus it's with sam. will upload it when i get it :D

meanwhile, my webcam is my new toy now. so here are some pictures i took since i got my laptop.

on the cab to np

haha gladys, your bestfriend vun kept laughing at your face over here!

oooh, so pretty i almost fell in love with her

met lance & jx at np.

ooh so loveydovey :D

so old alrd still act cute

last pict.

vun the boyfriend stayed over ystd aft mj game with my sis & boyfriends. 'vantage point' in the evening with sis & boyfriends again at cineleisure, hmmm nice. okay off to wait for vun to come online to webcam with me :D

I just want you close, where you can stay forever :}

2008-03-17T03:38:00.002+08:00

I miss secondary school times quite badly, too fast actually 'cause Poly hasn't even started yet. I have no idea why I miss those times, 'cause I don't really like the people there but then again, actually I do. Okay, don't know what I'm talking again. Still, there are people that I've loved and still loving whom I've known them from Peirce, and also some people whom I don't really wanna get reminded of. I still think Peirce's at Bishan. It's as though it has never moved to Amk. Sometimes I'll dream about days in Peirce and it'll take place in the good ol' Peirce in Bishan.

Went to Chin's chalet, stayed there for awhile and we left. I miss you guys alot, seriously! I wished I had more time with just you guys alone but we didn't. I hoped you guys enjoyed yourselves! G & I watched 'Horton' after that, well it was funny though you know it's lame, it's for kids but it's funny anyway. Holland V next, played AngDiam till the morning. I was reluctant to treat them breakfast though I was winning a lot of their money. Far east the next day to get my naval stud, 'cause the ball dropped off (hahahah I actually used a Scotchtape to secure it the entire night).

I can't wait for the Circle line to be ready. So Holland V and Lor Chuan (my place) will be just five stops away and Bishan will be just one stop ahead! I don't have to take that freaking one-hour bus to Holland V or change buses just to get to G's house which seemed so near.

Still, I hope Bf moves out, get a place of their own and stay in S'goon :D

Remember?

2008-03-12T15:58:00.002+08:00

I'm in my room and it's pitch-dark. I don't really like the light from the living room but it's okay, it's dark enough for me. I'm lying on my bed now, typing this away. I was supposed to meet the girls for lunch few hours before but I didn't. I will make it up to them real soon. I miss G. I want to talk cock with her. I think I've spent the last hour viewing blogs and livejournals and friendsters. Then I accidentally stumbled into one blog that I don't really want to read, I've almost forgotten about it, then I was being reminded of it, again. Thats why I wanna talk cock with G. She's my relieve pill, for whatever cases. Wanted to try the sweddish meatballs yesterday at ikea tampines, but the both of us don't take beef, and I've promised him I'll never eat beef again, so we didn't. So we ended up being grossed out by taking too much chicken. He's at dota now and I'll probably meet him after his game. Don't understand, shouldn't men after their teens stop playing dota? It's okay, I think I'm getting used to it. It's pouring now, and it has been pouring non-stop. I remembers that kgb doesn't like to go out on rainy days. And the few blogs I've read, has been complaining about the rain. But I don't. Cause I like rainy days. I remembered when I was fourteen, we alighted one bus-stop before and we walked from there to the school, in the rain. By the time we reached back to science's remedial, we were late and we were drenched. But we created memories, didn't we. Silly us. The only part I don't like about being out in the rainy days is that, I must always be the one to hold the umbrella.

I wanna be inside your heaven,

2008-03-10T22:04:00.002+08:00

I've been wanting to watch Elvis Presley's movies so badly and I've been searching them high and low, for free. I was hoping for some kind souls that would upload them on Youtube or Tudou or something so I could watch it for free but no, no one does it. (I guess people who watches his movies are old people that doesn't even know Youtube exists) But Esplanade's library is such a life-saver! I saw some of them laying on the shelf and I swear I could have borrowed all of them if my library card isn't blacklisted. Sighs.

Today, I wore my sis' JAL air-stewardess uniform for show. Hahaha, I'm not allowed to post the pict up here otherwise I'd definitely would! Haha, my mom says I look like a pilot if I was wearing blackpants instead, hoho I sure would like to wear a real one in the future. But, well I'll be happy enough to be a part of airline/airport management.

Baby Kaiz came over and he was so fun to play with. I purposely postponed all my outings to other days 'cus he's coming over. Noisy kid, though. K, I'm going off. Oh man, my dog smells too vinegar-ly I can't stand :(

G'bye, :D

I don't see what anyone can see in anyone else, but you.

2008-03-09T02:56:00.004+08:00

Blogger had something wrong for the past couple of hours. I was done with uploading & resizing the picts & Blogger just refused to load. What's worse was that every blogspot was unable to load. So I was stucked with Friendster & reading people's Livejournal, and it was limited. I was just a step close to switching off the laptop & go to sleep.

Still, Blogger resumed & here I am typing now. Pictures upppp :D

Quite some time ago, like a week before. Met up with G and went to our usual hangout. Wanted to swim but I think all we did was chitchatting away in the waters and we didn't even paddle. Lazy people goes to swim like that, lazier people like us should be even lazy to get up from the waters but we did, 'cause we wanted to eat. And that's laziest and fattest people. Haha.

We even got stucked because the smartcard wasn't working & we had to call the service center to get back to the club, haha.

Popped over to Holland V to meet JianLeong & his cousin to play cards! (okay it sounds so wrong to call him JianLeong, haha.) I think we did more laughing and playing away than to gamble. K, selective memory bout the gambling part 'cause I lost money :(

Next, few days ago. G and I made quite an effort to crawl from our comfy bed at 9 to go to Commonwealth to watch JianLeong, his cousin, Joash & Peizhen for a bball match.

Ahhha, Vun.

Hahaha ugly me with my full set of crooked teeth.

(Sighs), he's not photogenic at all :(

Me and my baobeis :D

After the match, G and I went to Cineleisure and watched The Leap Years, pretty good I must say. We watched Sky of Love one day later and it was good as well but a little draggy. Go catch it, if you've too much time to spend.

Nights people, :D

V.

2008-02-29T03:33:00.002+08:00

i found a photo with me & my grandma inside, i was thinking of framing it & put it in my room but i'm afraid that my mom would feel sad when she sees it.

anyway, today was spent entirely at home. most of the afternoon was spent playing msn games with my precious. & while i suck at reversi, he's noobshit at bejeweled & hexic. hahahah. you nehneh.

okay, gotta wake up at 8 tmrw. but i've got a feeling that we'll ended up meeting at 12 in the end. haha, wanna bet? yay, boyfriend tomorrow :D :D

nights .

have a happy birthday.

2008-02-28T13:39:00.002+08:00

grandma passed away last saturday, & yesterday was her cremation.
i slept the entire day till 8 plus & finally washed up and did the last minute touch-up then went to amk ave 3 & pass the present to yeeling. it's her 17th birthday.

she came down afterwards & we chitchatted abit before i went to amkhub & meet bf for late dinner/supper.

so, HAPPY BIRTHDAY GAJAH KGB :D
i know you're very touched & make sure you wear the giraffe tee & put the photoframe on your bedside okay! -much loves, muaaaa!

i've got you, & it's enough.

2008-02-22T09:09:00.002+08:00

yesterday's initial plan was, meet gladys, have lunch & watch p.s i love you. haha but i stayed-over at bf's, & i drag both him & his cousin (they live tgt) to play poker with me, i was reluctant to go out. so i ask gladys to come all the way down to holland v & gamble tgt. haha, & so, we gambled all the way to 8plus. woo, the power of gambling.

& i didn't know yesterday was the last day of cny. thank goodness i touched cards on the last day, you know i've been playing mj throughout cny (okay actually is throughout the year), i didn't even played a game of blackjack or daidi la.

k, so anyway i dont know if i won or lose. but we played 'cheat' & bf's so bad at it. hahaha, he simply can't lie la, he'll just give out some expression that says 'i'm lying, but pls don't catch me'. but even if i don't look at him, i can also feel that he's cheating & i'll catch him. & everytime, he'll get busted. hahaha, couples shouldn't play this game, especially couples that are telepathic :D

so, bf's cousin won quite alot so he treated us to dinner & 'jumper' at cine. good intention but i think i slept through 3/4 of the show. not 'cus the show was boring but i was reaaaally tired. but anyway, i don't think it was that good anyway. he just jumped. & after the movie, whenever bf want to take me to, i'll copy rachel bilson at the last part who says, 'surprise me'.

okay, no link. hahahaha. nvrmd, it's 9.17am. i think i'd better got to bath & maybe get to sleep again. i dont know why i wake up so early for. oh ya, & both me & bf got so excited when they showed egypt in the movie. yipppeeee, can't wait to go to this most desired country in the world (for me) :D

byeeeeeee!

mr. heartache, i found a way to make him leave.

2008-02-20T16:53:00.004+08:00

aloha, people. i know what you wna ask, (maybe you didn't intend to ask but i wna say), haha i'm in republic poly's civil aviation. okay, i'm pretty contented, 'cus i'll be studing aviation, yippee. i wanted to appeal the moment i saw the msg from Moe, but then again, it's aviation & boyfriend says he would still come & pick me up even it's in woodlands. so, what's there to fear? & i'll be stuck there for the next three years with sam, manda & kim again. haha. (my gosh, ong kim chi, we share the same primary sch, same sec sch & same poly, ahhhh)

woo, my room is so damn messy. on the floor lies a pile of rp's catalogue 'cus i was checking out some stuffs in rp for shawn just now. & my doorknob's being knocked down weeks ago 'cus it got locked by itself & we couldn't find the key. haha, now it couldn't be closed & i've to use a big bag of Ikea's stuffs to keep it close. so, my room is messy.

oh-ya, saccharine called just now & i think we talked like two hours? haha, there are always so much to say between us. k, i can't wait to meet karhao (hopefully this sat) & saccharine & everyone else. tmrw's gonna be ps i love you with gladys, friday's jumper with bf & saturday's airshow with the same guy again :D

that's me & my lover (he's back from m'sia like finally!), in the middle of the night, at bukit timah :/ hahahah, & jolene guessed that he's 15, gosh what is happening man, hahahaha.

it's not about me, it's not about you. it's all about me & you.

2008-02-15T02:42:00.003+08:00

happy valentines' day (again) ! work was expectedly busy. quote teddy, 'this is crazy, fucking crazy'. still, the last time i was so busy till my legs went wobbly & felt dizzy seemed so long ago. tomorrow's gonna be my very last day at work, the official one. i wonder if i would cry. but i'll be happy enough if they don't sabotage me.

the moment i stepped out of 133 today at bugis, i saw couples & couples & couples. almost all of them were carrying bouquets with them. it's sweet when your bf gives that to you, but it becomes almost a common practice that it's nothing special anymore. i'm not a flower or chocolate kinda girl. i prefer beaches & sunrises & kisses. ah, it's all empty talks. i haven't spend a single vday in this way before. next year maybe? :)

so, how was your vday? i've spent three important occasions with hip diner recently. x'mas, new year & vday. x'mas & newyear weren't that bad, at least sweetheart was working then as well. but vday, phone calls were actually sufficient. 'cus the amount needed to pay for the overseas calls is already equivalent to treating me to vday dinner, buying me gift & other expenses on this day.

anyway anyway anyway, three more days & my sweetheart will be back :D i swear i'll be waiting at kranji way before he arrives :D

g'nights ;)

yay baby, four days left.

2008-02-14T01:09:00.002+08:00

That's what silly bf took when he went back to his hometown. & he was all excited when he called me the night he took this pic, & again he was all excited when he asked me to check out his fster 'cus he's posted up this pic on the phone just now.

'cus it says tian ci liang yuan, & that's his liang & my yuan. means, a match made in heaven :}

vday today! happy valentines' people :]
oddly, i don't feel lonely without my valentine. i still feel much loved and happy. working tmrw & it's gonna be a busy day. still, i'm looking forward to it anyway.

ends here, goodbye. & i wna watch maroon five's concert 'cus i wna see adam levine!
g'nights , happy vday :}

Sorry if I have never been there for you,

2008-02-13T01:34:00.000+08:00

You're like, zomgwtfbbqpl0x !

Hahaha okay that's the sentence that we can't help but keep saying today! We = me & Gladys. Went to catch Ah Long Pte Ltd, it's funny. Suki sushi for dinner & shopped & home!

No one to crack my fingers, hold my hand while crossing the road or send me home, it's incredibly lonely.

Bye..it's so.. zomgwtfbbqpl0x !
Hahaha venice, all your fault la. What's with the sentence mangggg.

i think i dream you into life.

2008-02-12T01:18:00.000+08:00

hiiiiiyaaaa.
(don't i just look oh-so-gorgeous in the photo above?)

today was cj7 with kim, jingo & manda. the show was good, & i was crying like mad during the show. it's funny & it's touching, kinda different from those old stephen chow's movie.

popped down to work 'cus my supervisor's still on mc & i'm supposed to cover him. work was fun anyway, just days before i'm quitting then i realize work is actually fun. haha, but still anyway i got hit by a bottle of chilli on the head & i think it swells now. i told venice & he asks if he wants me to sayang, i say no. he ask if i want him to kiss the bump, i say no. he then ask if i want mr. vun (my bf in case you dont know) to kiss, i say yes yes yes. hahaha, what a mean friend i am.

so, pple at work calls me mrs vun/wen tai tai now. i may look normal when they calls me that, but in fact, i'm actually secretly loving it. hahahahah.

got pretty pissed off with my sweetheart just now but everyth became fine again when he called. yay, waiting for his calls is one of the most painful thing to endure. okay not so serious but something like that anyway. i just want him to come back now now now. 'cus i'm missing him way way way too much alrdy :(

soooo, shall end here alrdy i guess? my posts have been so wordy nowadays. nights pple, lets count down the days tgt shall we? :)

如果我把我的手放在背后愿不愿意牵着一起走？

2008-02-11T01:39:00.000+08:00

Though I'm not as lovesick as few days back, but still, the feeling's still so terrible. Your pictures make me feel comfortable for an instant or so, & your calls only makes me feel contented for a minute or two. Nothing beats than having you over here by my side giving me hugs & kisses. Still, I have to wait for a few days more. Nevermind, it's okay. I'll persevere.

Work was cool today & business was slack. We joked & talked & had fun both in the kitchen and outside. & now the entire hip diner knows about us. It's kinda pressurising but it's fun to hear them talk about how well we hid or how unexpected it is. Them asking me where are you now & when are you coming back. Like I said, every little small thing reminded me of you.

Will be meeting kim tmrw & I'm excited. I haven't been hanging out with friends (excluding gladys & venice) for a long time. I've been spending every minute with my sweetheart on days before he left for home.

I want to celebrate occasions, anniversaries, anything. I just feel like making an effot to plan something, shop for a present, spend the day meaningfully & make the other party happy. But, I can't think of any significant days which is coming up that I could celebrate. Forget about Valentines' since my valentine isn't even in town. & look, no one's birthday's coming up. Well, actually I don't need a special day or reason to celebrate something right. Hmmm...

I feel like typing more but I know you guys would be bored or already bored & I seriously have nothing more to talk about beside being lovesick & stuffs about work (shit, I'm becoming more like gladys). But anyhow, I'll end here. G'night & have a nice day tmrw dears.

I'm waiting,

I want to hug you & kiss you so badly :(

2008-02-10T03:26:00.000+08:00

Yooohooooo.

初一，

As usual, popped over to my maternal grandma's hse & received tons of angbaos. Played Wii & my right arm muschles were aching for a few days after that, ha. Left to meet Gladys after the visit.

Happy happy new year, people :D

Check out my gold fingernails, which I'm going to remove it later 'cus I'm working :/

初二，

Over to my uncle's hse where the entire of my paternal side would gather there. Chitchatted, had steamboat, headed home soon for Mj with family.

Sweetie ;)

His mom, him & his granny :)

My mom, my dad & my nephew :]

Me & my little precious.

'Want to learn mahjong? Start young.'

Anyway, my Cny has been spent playing mj. Everytime my boyfriend calls back from M'sia, I'll be playing mj. Hahaha, & I never won once! That's the sad thing. But they all say that when you're in love, you wouldn't win in gambling. Very true :)

I've just finished reading 'Dear John' by Nicholas Sparks, & I went to Kinokuniya & bought two more books - 'The Russian Concubine' & 'Larger than life'. I haven't been upgrading myself by reading ever since I started work & I feel that I've been missing out such a big part of my life. Time to start reading some sophiscated stuffs already.

Gosh, work tomorrow :( I just want to slack at home & read my storybooks!

You know I can't smile without you.

2008-02-09T20:08:00.000+08:00

Hiiii.

I wanted to post CNY pictures up here but the camera's not with me right now. Watching The Notebook (again) now on Channel 5 & the cut-version is not nice :( I watched it just a couple of days back on Youtube & I cried and cried and cried non-stop while watching it. This has got to be one of my favourite movies 'cus no matter how many times I watch it, I cry. Even just reading the book makes me cry as well.

These days, I have been pretty emotional. 'Cus I'm lovesick, in a very serious condition.

So, this is the third day & another ten more days to go. I swear that everything I see, everything I do reminds me of you. I could feel your hand around mine, your lips on mine, your hand on my waist. Every morning I wake up, I imagine that you're beside me, looking at me, giving me small little pecks on my lips till I'm finally willing to get up & brush my teeth. Like that morning. Today's lunchbreak at work seemed so long, unlike the lunchbreaks before. Whenever I punched out for my break in the past, I'll rush to the kitchen & you'll try to keep me company. We'll hold hands secretly, let go when someone comes near & then laugh together. We'll even try to give each other quick kisses without being seen. But today, I sit there & wished that the 45 minutes will pass as soon as possible.
These few days, when you call & tell me the stuffs that you've brought for me & how much you missed me, I'll transform from the girl who's gloomy to the happiest woman in the world.
You're always making me feel like I'm the luckiest person. You're always making me smile. I'm really lost & glum without you by my side now. Even though you're just in another country, even though I know you'll come back to me in a blink of eye. But still, I really want you now more than I want anything else.

Aiyaya, anyway I'm sorry to whine, people. Goodbye & have a happy new year :)

Finally, rightfully, mine :D

2008-02-03T02:16:00.000+08:00

(Cooooolest ring in town.)

Hey! Here's my 300th post on the 3rd February :D

Ooh, my back muscles is aching again & I'm feeling very lethargic 'cus I haven't been sleeping well these days but it's worthwhile so it's okay, hoho.

Far east two days back with Gladys, the place was damn crowded & the clothes looked the same from any perspective, we got rather irritated so we popped over to Vivo. Ah, everyth turns out nice & serene from there onwards. Wanted to shop for Cny clothes, but we ended up buying a pair of shoes & a cap for her baby niece & my baby nephew. Haha.

Bf came down to Vivo to meet me after work & we became inseparable till now. Heh, awwwwesommmee :D

Alrights, till then, people! Off to bed already, nights.
:D

Meet my boyfriend, hahahaha, with the weird hair, Oakley spects, millions of dimples & that one vampire teeth. Also with the fake chest & fake 6 pecs. I still love you, anyway :}

4 musketeers pa buay toh!

2008-01-30T14:25:00.000+08:00

Hellloooo.

24th Jan,

The fateful day when we got back our results. Before we even enter the hall, Mr. Phua told me that some of my results so I wasn't that scared when we were waiting for the results. Ya right. Actually I was kidding about being not so scared, I was scared like hell & I kept holding Gladys' hand. & when they announced that only 58% passed Comb. Science, I told Gladys that I've definitely failed 'cus I screwed up my practical & chem paper.

Anyway, I went up there & Mr. Phua said, 'Tingyuan ah, not bad.' Then the first question I ask Mrs. Han was, 'Did I pass maths?' Then she look at my slip & say, 'Eh pass leh!' Then the two of us got sooo excited, hahaha.

MY L1r4's 16, I pass every single subject that I took :D
Got 2 distinctions: A2 for both Chinese & Higher chinese. B3 for English & Pure geog. B4 for Comb. Humans & Comb. Science, C5 for Emath & C6 for D&T :)

Took this photo, 'cus this is the last time we are wearing Peirce uniform.

Quite saddening actually. Seriously no more wearing the yellow-grey uni, holding a cup of bubbletea & walk around Amkhub. Also, no more wearing this uni & do TYS at Jubilee's Mosburger.

27th Jan,

Popped over Sam's place to register my courses. My first choice is Media studies & management (NYP), & I hope I can get in! :D

Brownieeee :D

After that, Casse Sam & I went to Citylink's Gelare since Gladys had to go to work.

What Sam was excited about: Strawberry shortcake.

Urgh, the geek. Haha.

Banana split :D

Verdict: Yummy, always do.

Dinner was Billy bombers at Central. The scenery was really nice :D

Haha, Sam was trying to squeeze in.

High on drugs, again. Haha.

Okay, Idk what I was doing. Hahaha.

28th Jan,

Went to Grand Cathay's some sushi restaurant for lunch-dinner. The sushi buffet was reeeaaally good.

Wahhhhh, :D

Look at her.

Oooh, shishamo :D

Haha, look at how I was looking at her.

Mmmmm, the Chawanmushi was the best :D

Same old people. Haha.

HAHAH, look at Gladys!

Ah soh.

Miss Singapore, hahaha.

Aww, so poor thing right.

The next terminator, haha.

Poor Sam :(

My handphone wallpaper :D

Haha, look at Sam dancing.

Last but not least, look at my 51 msgs received :D

Life nowadays has been really fantastic :)
Love..Friendship..Family...everything is here. Life has never been better.

I love you, baobei :D

如果我的成绩真的很烂，我就等你来养我okay!

2008-01-24T08:33:00.000+08:00

Goshszsxszs, I'm awake at 7.47am when I fell asleep at 2.42am, all thanks to the jitters :/ To think I still told others yesterday that I'm not scared at all, no I'm not. Then I dreamt that I got a freaking 28 points & I woke up from that nightmare :(

28 points..As if dreaming of getting 22 points isn't bad enough.

Anyway, I got up & listed all the courses that I want to get in, all 12 of them. But I reckon later on after getting my results, I have to strike out most of them. Sigh, what to do? I've studied what I needed to study, I strived when I needed to, so if my results are really screwed up, all I can say is I already did my best.

Urghs, a few more hours to go! I hope I can find someone to go & la kopi & eat half-boiled eggs at this hour. Either that or I have to wait till 12 before I meet Samsam & Wanwan for lunch. Oh mangggggggg :(

I hope I'll be able to blog on a happy note when I come back from school later on. Cross fingers! & all the best for all the people who are going through the same emotion as me right now :D

Byeee & all shall revealed at 2pm, ho ho ho.

无条件为你不顾明天的安稳.

2008-01-22T20:38:00.000+08:00

I just read Jingo's blog about 4D.
& I've got reminded of that silly someone who bet on the number 0309 twice, spent forty bucks because of that, but the number didn't even come out once. Not even in the Starters.

Important point isn't about how much he spent or how many times he bet on this number. The important point is that 0309 is my birthday, & this silly action of his actually made me felt loved. Hahaha.

(This post has been edited...Twice.)

有时候爱你爱的很辛苦 :(

2008-01-20T23:41:00.000+08:00

I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you
I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you

But I can't tell you now.

你是我今生唯一传奇 :D

2008-01-20T20:34:00.000+08:00

Helllooooo! Tdy's a wonderful Sunday spent with my second sis & her bf at Pulau Ubin :D

On the bumboat to Pulau Ubin :D

With the nostalgic coffeeshop :D

Taking a break from cycling..

Snapping session at the coffeeshop aft cycling :D

This is a candid shot! But it turned out quite good anyway, haha.

Haha, be my No.8 ? :D

Hahaha, pole dancing.

I love the sunshine :D

Wo sheng qi le! :@

Sun, sea & babe. Hahaha.

Fly, baby fly :D

Haha, I look like an idiot.

Idk why I was smiling like that, haha.

:D :D

Stupid Adrian, haha.

Tired laaaaa.

Cutie :D

Awwww :D

Last but not least..

Yay, it was so cool. We have planned to go cycling at Pulau ubin long ago. Actually the initial plan was double-dating tgt with my (then) boyfriend. But still, tdy was fun & tiring as well. Yay, I hope I get to go swimming tmrw. Do you know I gained 2kgs? Hahaha, time to exercise, fatty :D

So long, people!

I miss you :D

明知道让你离开她的世界不可能会，我还傻傻等待奇迹出现的那一天

2008-01-19T13:24:00.000+08:00

Helloooo.

Went to Np's openhouse with Sammo & Butty :] The courses there doesn't interest me at all, only Mass Comm & Chinese Studies. But I still like Tp best actually.

Gladys came over to meet us aft her work then me & her popped over to Vivo 'cus I'm doing some shopping :D

Anyway, prepare for lots of photos with me & Gladys 'cus she wants it all here. Haha, I had a hard time shrinking & uploading these okay Frog!

I know what you're thinking. It's not even the Lunar 7th month yet.

Haha, she wants me to put the word 'Spoiler' on my face, like how some girl put 'Xoxo' on their showing cleavage, hohoho.

Waha, you got niao lian!

EH spoiler!

'Bolly bolly wolume two!'

I think I was high on drugs, haha.

She was saying, 'You disgusts me', hahaha.

HAHAHA. 'cus someone special once said I have beautiful lips, so there you go. Hahah.

K, now I think we're both high on drugs. Haha.

Ooh, okay finally done seeing her bird face. I'm feeling a little tired now, should I go to nap first? I still wna go out & print photos. Mm. Yawns.

Coooooool rightz. My mom say I look more & more like David Bacon's wife, hahaa hi I'm Victoria Porkchop.

Hehheh, cute righttttt. Haha seems like I have alot of role to play. Sho cutttte.

Last but not least, my favourite picture :D

K la, I resize this into 1/4 of the normal photo size & put it in my wallet k!

Sigh, anyway, were talking 'bout results ystd. Talked about if we get 18 or 19 points, we might as well go into JC, it's even easier to get in than our desired poly courses. I guess if I rly get damn high like 28 or 45, haha I think I'd rather go sign on Airforce.

Alright, yawns again, I miss you so much. Bye.

You're so special, you make me wanna love you forever.

2008-01-18T00:31:00.000+08:00

你已经有他就不应该再有我
世界的纯真此刻为你有迷惑
我想我应该轻轻放开你的手
我却没有力气这麽做

I've handed in my resignation letter today & that means I'm left with two weeks at Hip Diner's. Sigh two weeks. I wonder what will happen two weeks later :( Actually deep inside, I'm dreading this day to come.

Anyway, stuffs to do when I'm jobless:
1, Teach tuition.
2, Buy photo albums & print photos
3, Put up photos of loved songs on the wall beside my bed
4, Spend more time with friends & family
5, Put braces

& alot more I guess, Idk. Goodbye.

怎么敢奢望你选择的会是我？

2008-01-16T12:11:00.000+08:00

Hello, I wanted to stop blogging but I don't think I can curb the urge. Urgghhh. I reckon I can never leave blogger. Haha anyway, some new updates over here!

Well, we had Monday for our off-day so we decided to have a meet-up after zillion years. I met up with Jingo first to Amkhub for 'One missed call'. If you wna know if the show's nice, I can only tell you that at the end of the show, we both gave the 'Huh, that's it?' face. So, you go ahead and judge if it's worth the watch, haha.

We waited for the grand arrival for Kimchi for a very long time, as though she's staying in Tuas or something like that. Haha, we got hungry again so we settled for NewyorkNewyork this time. Ooh, the spring chicken is really BIG, just nice for my appetite which is like 3/4 of my entire body. Hahaha.

Jingo had to leave for dinner with family so me & Kim popped over to Vivo after that. We walked, talked, finally wanting to buy a donut & realise we don't have anymore cash on us :( So we walked all around Vivo, finding directories & information counter to ask where is the Atm. Haha, I always have this kind of experience :(

After that, we settled for B&J's instead. The Banana Fudge is gooood, heh. I always feel like eating bananas nowadays, & that Kimmy calls me a monkey. Haha. We went up to the Sky Park & talk more 'cus I've got million of things to update her. We parted soon after that & headed home.

Well, I always have the greatest time with these girls. They are like gems & jewels, while boyfriend might be like gold & diamond. Hahaha. Okay, gotta go, still have to go to work later on, yawns.

Alright, see you next time. Love ya, muaa muaa :D

Hold hands & stick together?

2008-01-10T13:37:00.000+08:00

've got no photos so I randomly scooped one old photo from My Received Files. Mm, meeting Sharon at 6 so I've still got plenty of time for now.

Dearest kneadgreenbean called me last night for a chat & we ended up talking till 5 this morning. She's out working now & I bet she's feeling lethargic, hoho. Same old thing, I misses the people whom I used to hang out with. Chris, karhao & many more. Well, I'm working till end of this month so I'll be able to meet up with all of you aft that okay! Guess I'll be damn free for two weeks during Feb, haha.

Mm, this year's Vday, alone again. HAHAHA. Oh well, I think I'm gonna date the Punehs for this lonely day since everyone is single (sort of), haha.

Getting back results on 24th, it's coming a little too fast isn't it? I'm preparing myself for this Big day every now & then. Last night was supper-ing with Gladys & Venice, & we were talking about this again, sigh, what to do. If I really get 22 points like what I dreamt, Idk what am I going to do...

Alright, enough of crapping. I miss you guys, seriously. Bye people.

After we kissed a thousand times, I smiled to myself a million times :D

2008-01-07T07:15:00.000+08:00

Hellllloooooo.

Idk why I ended waking up at 5 plus when I could sleep all the way till 11 :( Anyhow, I hope I'll get back to sleep in a short while. Heh, I'm in a good mood now, & I can't wait to go out later, wheee. Hahaha okay I dont have much to say anymore. I'm a happy girl now. I don't think I ever smiled so much, haha :D

Bye everyone, I love you! :D

I don't worry, whenever skies are grey above :D

2008-01-03T13:44:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR! :D

My 2007 was, actually not very good. I have a feeling that 2008 will be a very good year, haha, hopefully. Anyway, it's my offday today & I'm so very free right now. So, here's some pictures with my family, since I seldom post their pictures up here, taken on my cousin's wedding few days back :]

Isn't he the cutest baby? Haha, yay he's coming back tonight, can't wait :)

Meet my third sis :)

We look so unhappy over here, haha.

Dearest mom <3>

Cousin, :D

Okay, I'm meeting Casse in an hour's time & I doubt I'll be able to make it 'cus I haven't bath & everything. Anyway, I'm finally going out to shopping! & this is even more shiok 'cus I just got my pay, waha. What's more there are so many sales going around, I hope I'll get to buy stuffs that I like, wheee.

Anyway, how was your new year spent? Mine was great, though I didn't catch the fireworks or shout out '5,4,3,2,1', but this year's was the best newyear's day I ever spent, hee :]

Last but not least..

Happy 17th birthday!

I can't wait to see you guys tomorrow! :D

Bye people, I love you! :D

L,

2007-12-30T16:26:00.000+08:00

One of the To grow with love (Fei tian xi shi)'s song :]

Some very overdue pictures which Gladys wants :

One day before Prom night, when me, Casse & her went shopping tgt :]

At Phin's steakhouse! :]

Just minutes aft the arrival of X'mas, on her dad's car :]

开心多麽简单那怕爱人平凡
a餐b餐c餐原来无论吃甚麽早餐
共你的每日都灿烂
而幸福秘诀太过简单於好处着眼
-With loves, :)

It's all over.

2007-12-28T14:44:00.000+08:00

Yawns. I'm feeling sooo lazy to get my ass of to get prepared & off to work. I hope there are alot of customers so time will pass very quickly.

Sigh, I want so badly to go overseas right now :(

Curly wurly hair.

2007-12-27T02:43:00.000+08:00

Hi everybody. I got inspired by the Star Awards & came up with an award as well.

The name of this award is...

'TOP 5 MOST DISGUSTING PHOTOS AWARD'

& the person who got this award is...

None other than Mr. Shawn Tee Jun Kai!

Photo one :

(Showing off his just-rebonded fringe, but I see no shit)

Disgust-o-meter: hh

Photo two:

(Acting like some xxiiaookaaiii, & that pair of ugly eyes)

Disgust-o-meter: hhhh

Photo three:

(No need for comments, very disgusting, next)

Disgust-o-meter: hhhhh

Photo four:

(Look disgusting alrd still want to act cute, *pukes*)

Disgust-o-meter: hhhh

Photo five:

(Same jiaoface but taken from different direction & with different lighting)

Disgust-o-meter: hhhh

Side note:

Told him these photos will be giving people nightmares & he still say they are nice.

Disgust-o-meter: hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

*The more h, means the more ambulance needed to prevent any fatal incidents caused by these photos.

On the other hand.. isn't it sad to see our Mr. Q moh losing his trademark by rebonding his hair? :(

You should have known I am this selfish right from the start.

2007-12-27T01:08:00.000+08:00

Hi, I'm feeling extremely lazy right now. So lazy it took me quite some time to finally summon my energy to shrink my photos & upload them over here. I don't feel like sleeping but I've got nothing to do. I feel like swimming with the girls right now but I know it's stupid 'cus it's alrd midnight.

Actually days without having to work really spells b-o-r-i-n-g. The little bundle of joy came back today & he was so noisy he screamed and shouted stuffs that we'll never understand, haha babies. Just finished watching Star Awards on Mobtv & I feel like continuing finding stuffs to watch over there, but still, I'm lazy.

Actually I've stuffs to do but I'm really very lazy to do. Even typing over here makes me feel like I'm running 24 rounds around the field, hahaha (okay I'm exaggerating). I've still yet copypaste the songs Leong copied for me, I wanted to do a birthday card thingy for Xk although it's long overdue but 'cus I'm probably meeting him tmrw so I want to give it to him. But this fella has to be so last minute every single time that most probably we won't meeting tmrw 'cus you know why you know why? 'cus he might be sleeping. Grrrr.

Alright, that's a lot of bullshit alrd. I think I'm gonna stop here, nightz.

I really did see Mommy kissing Santa Claus!

2007-12-26T00:56:00.000+08:00

Merry x'mas everyone! (Please ignore the fact that it's over by now)

These two days, I've been working whole day so x'mas is actually no big deal to me since I'm not a christian anyway. Had quite a fun time working as well, so it doesn't matter. There's overtime pay too, so why not? Hahaha.

Anyway, some pictures to spice up my dead blog !

Last few days when we met up and catch up with each other :]

Last night we had a mini celebration at my workplace. They cooked some food for us, & brought Martell. So we drank, ate & talked cock :]

Ah Hua, haha one of the chef. He's a little drunk by then so ignore his red face thanks.

The master chef Alan :]

Colleagues! :D

Joash, haha a.k.a my lover :]

Peizhen :)

& look who I met, Brady Han! :D

Last but not least, colleagues again :D

Just now aft work, Joash Gladys & me went to had steak at Phin's steakhouse & we spent a bomb over there. But nevertheless, this x'mas is a whole new kind of experience. I just hope this year's new year countdown will be a blast as well ;)

Anyone wna ask me to watch fireworks? Haha. Till then, goodbye :]

Memories, pressed betweeen the pages of my mind.

2007-12-23T01:58:00.000+08:00

Hi, it's been ages since I've been here. Have been pretty busy at work and over some personal stuffs. I have pictures to upload here but I'm lazy to. I'm about to go inside my room and sleep before I realise I haven't turn off my computer since afternoon :/ So, to make it up to this poor computer, I'm here to use him. His name is Jerry.

Anyway, met up with Yeeling & Youjing last night after work. Went to Sticky rice to support Yj, then Icecube for waffle & chocolate fondue. Talked, catched up (Yj's right, I was the one who did most of the talking), then Junkai came, walked Yj home, took cab home, etc etc. Yawnz.

Met up with Yeeling today again, to fareast to find Ong Kim Chi, then to Hip diner's to eat cheese fondue.

Er, quite boring huh. Anyway, I have to meet up with lots of friends alrd but my off-days never seemed enough!

Mm, there's one more thing. Actually I shouldn't be broadcasting it 'cus it might seemed unfair to him. But, well, me & him are no longer together.

Nights, bye.

All I ask is please, please love me.

2007-12-15T00:17:00.000+08:00

Gosh, I'm super tired now & my legs are so sore & I'm thinking if I should eat cup noodles now or go to sleep.

Nothing much to blog about, pictures!

Meet my colleagues :D

Me & the Sundar.

Gladys & Lil :D

Me, Ramesh, Gladys & Lil :D

HAHA Ramesh's face.

Ramesh :D

I still have more colleagues but they weren't there that night that's why. Anyway, nights people, bye.

If you ever go, darling I'll be oh so lonely.

2007-12-12T11:58:00.000+08:00

(Photo taken about two weeks back)

Hello! Yay, today is my off-day but I kept thinking about my colleagues and even dreamt of them (Haha Gladys, guess who?). Work is really good, 'cus I kept talking to my colleagues and they are all nice and friendly, so it's good! Haha.

Anyway speaking about work, I went to the kitchen yesterday and told them I was hungry. & so, they made me a Wrap Chicken thingy which I have to make thousands of trips to the kitchen to finish eating it secretly. Haha, but it was yummy, so it's worthwhile.

Okay, and some people I HAVE to meet up with:

Ong Kim Chi (Eh, we watch Tattooist tgt ah, don't watch it anyone else!)
Saccharine Fong (Haha, don't forget our stayover date hor Darling.)
Chrissypooo
Mr. Irritating (Eh, have been hearing about you from my sis & I realised we haven't been hitting the town for quite some time! Let's go out soon okay!)
VLWJ (Oi, my sushi!)
Punehs! (Gladys & I try to make it on 17th okay!)

& things I wish to get for X'mas (I'm not a great fan of X'mas, but still...)

Nintento DS! (Just 'cus I want to play Cooking Mama, haha)
My pay.
My bf ('cus he's over at China during X'mas! )

Ya, speaking of Nintendo DS. That day, when I was over at Gladys' hse, me & her niece, Rebecca were playing Cooking Mama on her NDS. (What the fuck right, 5 year old has a PSP & NDS.) Then she told me when she grows up, she wants to be a chef (because she's playing Cooking Mama). Later at night, her entire family came to eat at Hip Diner's, & she told me 'Tingyuan Jiejie, next time I also want to be a waitress!'

Kids nowadays, changes their aspiration so often. Unlike me when I was a kid, I aspired to be a Journalist for years before I know what was a Journalist. HAHA.

Woooo, worrrdyy. Okay bye.

P.S, Happy 25th month to me & you, loves.

I want you, I need you, I love you.

2007-12-10T01:17:00.000+08:00

Today was my offday. So popped over to Hx's, then Novena for dinner & walked around for food. We are so compatible 'cus we eat alot. We find food and we eat. Then we find food and eat again. Haha, we're turning into two balls of fats, double of Yeeling. Haha.

You're right. I am so glad I've found you 'cus I doubt any of my relationship will last more than a month if he's not as sweet-tempered as you. No boyfriends would be able to stand my temper. Thanks love, thanks alot. I love you very much :]

Sooo, work whole day tomorrow. Time for bed. Nights people, come find me if you're free. See ya! :D

Bespectacled.

2007-12-08T02:09:00.000+08:00

Work was cool, I was so stressed up I swear I could just cry. So terrfied of taking wrong orders, keying in wrong table number, dropped things onto customers & serving wrong food to wrong table. But still, I didn't ;D

What a big relief man. I'm loving my work already. My colleague is so nice and funny, we kept teasing him that he's a gay and that he's in love with our manager. Haha, I think all Nepal people are nice people. Today was so hectic I kept running around the diner, my legs went jelly. Today was really stressed 'cus today's the first time I'm allowed to take orders. Phew.

How come I seldom see people coming to Bugis. Sometimes I can stand outside for hours & I see no familiar faces. Weird. Anyhow, this is so cool & pretty challenging, it's cool la. Haha, I don't know what to say.

I asked my colleague how to say 'I love you' in Nepal language just so I could say it to you in the goodnight message. Didn't expect tonight to end in this way.

Oh well, life's like that.

Heehee.

2007-12-06T02:29:00.000+08:00

Great. I'm working full shift tomorrow from 12 and I'm still not in bed. It's 3.10am, just for your information. Bet I'll be looking like a zombie tomorrow. No smiles from me, no greetings and get ready to be sacked.

No la, things aren't going to be that bad.

Work today is fun, I kept smiling because... Hahaha! Anyway, it's a secret between me & Gladys, hoho. After work, Gladys and I took the Mrt down to Novena, wanting to have supper at Hk Cafe but in the end we were too lazy to walk over to United Sq, so we ended up sitting somewhere and talked.

Whoo, I should be dead beat but I'm not. I eat alot nowadays. My tummy's more and more obvious. S.h.i.t.

Anyway, I love Elvis Presley!!!!!!!

He's my King ;)

P.S. Gladys, CHEMISTRYYYYYYYYY! :D :D :D :D :D :D :D

I don't feel like sleeping, sleeping.

2007-12-05T03:38:00.000+08:00

Heylo everybody. I feel so outdated but it's only two days since I last checked out blogs & friendster. Work has been draining me all my time & energy. Plus my feet are always feeling so sore & helpless after a day's work. Don't really feel like going to the computer or even bringing the laptop to me when I'm home. Ah, lazy. Okay I know.

Work's been okay, quite fun actually. Today was a full house & I actually sweat in the super cold diner by running around serving food & attending to customers. Exhausted but feel damn shiok after that. Haha, okay Idk what I'm saying. It's been a little rusty typing here.

You know most of the time I've been appointed as the one standing at the door greeting the customers, actually it's just standing there doing nothing la. & today I saw a guy wearing a teeshirt with the words 'In your face' & I suddenly got reminded of the guys in my class, then I got so emotional I want to cry because I miss going to school & listen to the craps that 4e4 gave :( Then I keep telling myself I dont want to work, I want to go back to Peirce & study. & I kept thinking about Mrs Chung & the last lesson I had in Peirce, which is her Pure Geog lesson.
But now, I'm all looking forward to tomorrow's work again. HAHA. Ah, contradictions.

Anyway, I've been thinking of changing my blogskin into a Very Elvis Presley blogskin. With all his pictures, his songs, his clips (maybe), blah blah blah all that shit. But I don't have the time to do so, & I dont think I'll be willing to spend my off-day doing the blogskin. Still, I just put that in my to-do list, which probably will never be done.

Sorry for the wordy post. Just to update all of you in case you're curious about my life. Haha, everything's fine, thank you. If you're really concern, you can come find me at Bugis Junction. I'll be there most of the time actually :D

Goodbye, & have a nice day.

P.S, I always feel that someone's playing me in Diner Dash when I'm working. HAHA.

And oh ya Yeeling, the X'mas music always plays 'Loap' as well. HAHA.

Billybombers.

2007-11-29T21:44:00.000+08:00

Uh-oh, my nephew is a potential flasher !

Hi hi, today was pretty tiring. Went to Hip Diner to clean up the place, that's my workplace!

I love that place, it's so damn coooool. There's even Archie comics strips on the wall, & the aircon is really coooooolddddddd. But I like that place, yay :D

Will be going back again tomorrow to clean up & everything, maybe help out in x'mas decorations as well.

It will be opening on this Saturday, so come find me kkkkk :D

It's at Bugis Junction, if you want to know ;)

EH Pork Chop, you're right mang. I'm really counting down the days till you're back! HAHA.

Wang Chuan Yi :D

2007-11-25T03:46:00.000+08:00

Meet my new boyfriend :

The one wearing white, with a scarf, the one in the middle of me & my sis

...

Yes, my new boyfriend from Taiwan.

The call him Wang Chuan Yi, but I call him ChuanchuanBaby.

Er-ermmm, anyway,

if you find him familiar, yes he's the guy from Devil Beside You & Why Why Love, alongside with He Jun Xiang & Rainie Yang.

He loves me alot, you know ;)

'Are your legs tired? Because you've been running on my mind all day......'

2007-11-22T13:46:00.000+08:00

Last night was a blast !

:D Had a mini gathering with my P6 classmates at my friend's place & we had a bbq.

It was a blast, mainly 'cus I didn't do anything during the grocery shopping(oops), & also didn't do anything during the entire bbq session, 'cept for fanning the fire, checking if the food is ready & non-stop eating (oops).

Anyway, it was great to see all of them again.

The night was amazing even though the guys took like an hour to get the fire started & everything.

Haha, plus all the Your Mama jokes & very cheesy pick-up lines which I kept saying it to Bjorn & Kh.

Alright, I'll stop the blabbering & here are the picturrrres :D

Mememememe , Yingting, Jolene & Mingzhen :D

Meet my long-time good friend, Jojo Ng :]

6H' 2003.

I'm bored, so I'll name everyone of them:

Last row from left: Vincent, ChongHao, Jerald, Clifford, Kahho & Leroy.

Second row from left: Hanrong(The one with the mushroom head), Desmond, Tedric, Jessie.

First row from left: Bjorn(The one with the guitar), Memememe, Jolene, Yingting & Mingzhen :)

K, Idk how this pict ended up in my hp.

Must be Bjorn who took this photo with my Red N76 when I was looking at his Black N76.

Okay, this is stupid. Next.

My fwenz had this very cool polaroid & we took this picture.

My another fwenz Yingting was going to Japan last night aft the bbq so we gave her this photo,

cool ehzzz.

Ehhhhh, no comments. Haha.

It's amazing how we stayed the same after four whole years,

gathering soon huh, folks ?

'Do you know why are there so many stars in the sky? Because everytime I think of you, one star will appear....'

:)

2007-11-20T21:13:00.000+08:00

Hello!

Last night was our Peirce's Prom Night at Trader's Hotel, & ah, it was not really enjoyable but it wasn't really boring either.

It could be alot better & I got irritated quite alot of times, especially by the emcee :/

Anyway, here are the pictures. Not alot I guess, but I guess I'll put it up for people to copy-paste ;)

& also, Prom Night officially marks the last night of our secondary school life.

Awww...

VLWJ !

(I can't help but feel that this picture looks abit photoshopped.)

Eh, this looks awful mang.

I look like a giant compared to Erny :/

Haha, Gina !

What's with your face ?

Daryl F.

He's got the loudest voice & he kept calling Win some weird nicknames which Idk what it means, haha.

He Ming ! :)

You PP again, never join us aft that.

My rockstar ;)

Meet 4e4, the picture's a little too small though, I know.

I keep thinking, damn she should be the Prom Queen !

Isn't she hot? Haha.

Berrrrr-nice :)

Haha, meet Junxiong the dancer who went high throughout the night dancing by himself & keep asking us why we aren't dancing as well. Hahaha.

Sammo, Samma, Sammie, Sammeh ;)

This girl popped up out of nowhere & gave me a great surprise !

Haha, you kuku la, kimchi.

Wilson Tangy-tang :)

Joe eh, Joe eh, Joe eh, Joe eh.

Tan Guo Long :)

Hey Jane ;)

Annieeee :D

Peifen !

I kept telling Cassandra that the size of our faces are finally the same.

& Cassandra says, 'No, yours still bigger'.

Win !

(Kinda miss the week when we go to school together in the morning !)

Hello Amanda.

Wah, Lance ;)

Been million years since I took a photo with her :)

Nicole :]

Meet Mr. Teh, he always reminds me of equilibrium & his big fierce eyes.

Aww, I'm gonna miss it :(

Chinny ^^

Peishan :)

YanRen !

One song that reminds me of him will always be,

'I love you, I love you, I love you, I really really love you'.

Ehhhh, I'll look forward in seeing you appearing in Tv again huh !

Mr. Irritating :]

Eh, when is our HaoYuan Body-building organisation gonna to resume?!

Meet Phua :)

(I told him I'm going to photoshop off his pimples but cannot see la huh. Ha.)

Hello Jingo.

:D :D

These three girls.... Haha.

Best Pile(Pal) :D :D :D

Yeeeeeeeeling :)

Last night was memorable 'cus it was the first & only night when I saw this girl in dress and makeup !

Wanted to pop over to Liquid Kitchen for some drinks after the Prom,

but when we reached there, they were alrd closing.

So, we settled our supper at HK cafe,

whooo the toasts are yummy :)

Cabbed back to Gladys' place,

watched 'Grease',

chitchatted, played silly games & fell asleep at 6 this morning.

Fun stayover ;)
I love my girlfriends,

very very much .

Bb !

‘而我已分不清，你是友情，还是错过的爱情’

2007-11-17T23:56:00.000+08:00

Must watch & listen !

Jay Chou's Wo Bu Pei

This must have been the most hectic week ever!

I have been going out from Monday to Friday straight, & I feel pretty guilty that I haven't stayed at home & spend time with my family :/

Anyway, I worked on Wed & Thurs ! As the assistant of stylist. Hoho, the stuffs I did there are mainly ironing the clothes & sticking musking tapes on the bottom of shoes. But most of the time, I sit down there & ogle handsome guys and pretty girls from alot of countries. Fun, actually, to see how a shoot of tv commercial works :)

I'm currently obsessesed with Neopets & Jay Chou's songs (All Hx's fault). Haha, anyway his new songs are nice, so go check it out !

& then also, I've watched Stardust & The Game Plan, nice ! Can go check it out also. Haha, anyway those who have a neopets account, can add me as neofriend okay! Haha my username is tingyuanrocks, hahahaha.

Anyway I have to meet up people alrd la, I haven't seen alot/catch up with lots of people since the start of O's. Have to meet Yeeling for lunch, outing with Kamseng & Xingkai, go out with Kim when she's back from my hometown, a meal with Venice, & alot alot more I guess. Haha, can't think of anymore now.

Yeah yeah, I'm done here. I'll see everyone on Monday I guess ! :)

Bb!

2007-11-14T01:36:00.000+08:00

Don't leave me, 'cus I can never live without you.

2007-11-12T09:15:00.000+08:00

Happy 2nd anniversary, baby :)

Hey love, these two years has been wonderful with you. Though I've been throwing tantrums all the time, & you know I'm definitely not the most understanding girlfriend in the world. I wonder why you are able to stand my weird temper & craziness. & whenever I say silly things, you'll give me that kind of 'Oh man, what to do...' kind of face. But I'll still continue indulging in my craziness anyway, haha.

Looking back, I really don't know how you and I got together. But I'm glad I made that decision on this day two years ago, 'cus I'll never find another you. You're the most wonderful thing that has ever happened to me, sweetheart. & I want to be with you forever. It may sound naive, but it's coming right from the bottom of my heart.

You know, though I don't believe in best friends anymore. But still, to me, you're my bestestest friend, confidant, boyfriend, sweetheart & fatboy :) You know everything about me, & I guess you understands me the best. Remembering the past when I was still that sickening sensitive & pessimistic girl, I don't think you could understand me at all. But you tried your best to know how I feels, & I was really touched.

Sweetie, do you know that you always prove your love for me by actions without even knowing it? I love the way you love me, the way you hug me when you're asleep, & the way you kisses me. I love just the way you are, actually.

Baby, we're going to be together forever. Nevermind the fact that we only share one common interest which is liking popsicles more than ice-cream. Haha.

Anyway, you're in school now & I'm missing you already. I had a wonderful night yesterday with you, lovely. Thank you for everything throughout these two years.

Je'taime pour toujours :)

Two msgs changed everything.

2007-11-11T00:13:00.000+08:00

Maybe, friendship really can last for a lifetime ?

The nose affair.

2007-11-10T16:25:00.000+08:00

HOW COME AH ...

People have nice sharp noses,

while I only have a button nose that goes bi bo bi bo ?

Flames to dust, lovers to friends. Why do all good things comes to an end?

2007-11-09T01:26:00.000+08:00

Went ransacking the good o' imagestation, which will be closing down next year as well.
Dug out some old, classic, memorable & funny photos,
brought me back to the nine girls, these years down the road & Xi'an trip.
Here they are, & they sure brought back lots & lots of memories:

YEAR 2005.

1. Random,

Yeah, that's why Justin Tanberlake calls me Vampire :]

The moment I opened that folder, I searched for this picture. Haha it's unforgettable :]

At Kim's house. Idk what were we doing.

&, I thought no one was in the room except us,

so who took this photo? :/

This picture is special y'know why?

'cus the caption was still 'Mary had a little lamb'

Haha Yeeling, rmbr ?

Yeeling, Ilene & me.

:)

2. Pictures taken in the last classroom of Level 4 in the old Peirce,

Introducing Ah Hua from Kuala Lumpur!

(oh my god...)

HAHAHA Venice !

Look what I found!

Racialharmony day.

Ilene & Amanda.

3. Crazy about WL times,

This was when he appeared in either the Teens/Teenage magazine,

& I took this with my hp.

(oh my god...)

AH, Kenyon took this & mms to me.

Hahaha.

4. The unforgettable Xi'an trip,

Leaving for China.

The cold dishes (only) .

When we just reached the airport in Xi'an.

Eh, the timid people who didnt climb any higher.

Beautiful sunset on the plane :)

Imitating a couple we dont rly know, haha.

YEAR 2006.

1. September 2nd-3rd,

Ah, this fella's doing some airline commercial la.

K ignore him please, next.

HAHA, toiletbowl eating cake.

Tiko Toiletbowl. HAHA.

HAHA, I secretly like this photo actually.

Just look at his face !

One of the craziest September 3rd in my entire life :]

Well, guess who.

HAHA, eh I have tons of your idiotic photos with me,

I think I'll be able to blackmail you next time !

2. Lunchdates,

This photo is shitty memorable man.

I hope Kh don't mind, seriously.

WOAH !

Smoooooooooooooch .

You disgusts me. Haha.

Is it obvious that Toh doesn't like Paris Hilton?

Oh, it's obvious? Haha.

Sianzation... Haha.

3. People from the past,

It was great, really.
Reminscing these old days which I have spent with people whom I have known for ages.

Think about the really happy times,

& then,

get reminded about how they've changed & how our r/s has changed.

Friends to close friends to strangers,

in less than a year or a month or even a week.

Especially to A,

I rmbred the last time we went out,

we said that this is gonna be our last shopping trip,

& hey guess what,

it really turned out to be our last shopping trip.

Countless of things has changed.

My birthday was made special by you girls in 2005 & 2006,

but it was also ruined by you girls in 2007.
It transformed from a birthday to an ordinary September 3rd.

So, don't you just wonder,

what will happen in the upcoming years?

I hope good things do last for me & you.

Take care.

I had the happiest times with you girls :)

2007-11-08T14:24:00.000+08:00

YAY, I survived O'levels !

:D
My last paper officially ended yesterday, the 7th of November.

The moment I stepped out of the hall, I crashed the damn entry proof & down it went to the dustbin :D

Met Sam & Gladys after that,

Last moments of having long hair, & a ghost behind me.

Best pals you can ever find, serious!

Wa wa wa wa, Xian gu!

That's smoke coming out from my head.

Eh I look like Hitler without moustache :D

Ah, thats what smoking hot is. Hahaha.

Haha, Froggy & Fatty.

Check out my new hairstyle, too bad the colors cant be seen :(

You should check out Sam's new red hair, haha.

Yay, I love short hair :)

I finally got rid of the sickening long hair which doesnt suit me at all.

So, it's like that.

We went to Far East, I cut my hair (finally) & dyed it.

The smoke thing is cus we were having hair treatment.

Yay, I like my hair :)

Anyth as long as it's short, heh heh.

Popped over to Gladys' hse aft that,

we kept going 'Wa wa wa wa' whenever we reach a place.

When we got out of the lift, the two of them laughed damn hard,

& i felt like crying.

Gladys ask me why I'm going to cry.

I say,

I'm very touched...I finally found friends with the same pattern as me. Haha

That's why I say they are the best pals I can ever find :D

Love's house next,

wanted to leave but fell asleep,

the next moment I regain consciousness,

it's 8am.

I silly-ly (?) stayed over at his house, haha.

I love you :)

TO ANON!

(I never ask Yl, I'm damn free so I checked it out on web. I hope you'll find this useful :)

Ingredients:
- Eggs x 3 (Large US-size; if small, use 4)

- Chicken stock 1/2 cup (supposed to be dashi stock)

- Salt 1/4-1/3 tsp

- Sugar 1 tsp

- Soysauce 1 tbsp

- Sake 1 tsp

- Chicken thigh x 1, cut the meat into small pieces

- Shiitake mushrooms x 4-5, sliced thinly

- Crap flavored pollock 2 oz (i.e., imitation crab; supposed to be kamaboko), sliced thinly

- Spring Onions, chopped (supposed to be mitzuba and yuzu)

How to do:

1.Divide the chicken, crab flavored pollock and shitake mushroom between 3-4 bowls.

2.Beat eggs--carefully, without making bubbles.

3. Mix in stock, soysauce, salt, sake and sugar.

4.Strain the egg mixture

5.Divide the egg mixture between the bowls

6.Place some spring onion on top of each bowl.

7. Cover them (e.g., with foil).

8.Steam on high heat (place it in the steamer after the water starts boiling) for about 5 min, then continue on reduced heat for another 15-20 min (depends, have to experiment).

This is the improvised version of Chawanmushi, easier to make I guess.

Good luck ;)

If you still want the version that Yl made, (the not really edible version) then maybe you can drop a comment at her LJ?

It will be over, everything bad will be over.

2007-11-06T18:58:00.000+08:00

I can't believe that I'm having my last paper tomorrow & that's it.

I can dump those ugly books away!

Today's Science paper 1 was okay.

I then hesitated if I should go for d&t.

The paper turns out okay, like usual.

But I left one hour when I finished the paper & it was really boring.

Haha, so I took my IC, & started drawing my face on the foolscap.

& the invigilator kept standing behind me, haha.

I bet he's peeking at my masterpiece.

Met up with Gladys&Sam again aft that.

Ate, saw Xk, went home.

& sleppppppppppppppppt.

I haven't been having good night's sleep since dont know when.

& did I mention, my last paper is tomorrow!

& then, it's shopping, & cutting of hair & everyth, hoho.

Finally, no more sickly school rules.

Though I'll still miss it anyway.

I swear I'm gonna go out with the Punehs aft O's, meet up with boyfriend, go out with all the friends whom I haven't hang out with for a long time (Like resuming business for the Hao Yuan Bodybuilding organisation, haha) & then Kim! I'm gonna book you as soon as you return to Sg.

Ah, life's gonna be great.

Yes, nothing's gonna happen.

Nothing's gonna happen :/

'Time after time :( '

2007-11-04T16:07:00.000+08:00

Maybe next time I'll get an airplane tattoo,

to symbolise my love for planes & freedom.

Come tomorrow please?

'Quick, few more days!'

2007-11-01T18:57:00.000+08:00

Went back for Physics remedial today, & we cracked Mr.Bala's jokes.

All because we were talking about black being good conductor & heat emitter.

Then they start to say,

'Then Mr.Bala must be so damn hot la!'

'Mr. Bala make a clone of himself by shitting'.

Haha oh my gosh, today's remedial is damn funny.

& I hope Mr.Bala don't know how to surf web. Haha.

After remedial was Ramen Ten with thy ghost & the geek.

The Spicy Mapo Ramen was a killer!

Haha, my face turned red while eating it.

Okie, I dont want to seem like I'm damn free again.

Off for Kopi ('cus I'm a little lethargic),

then Physics!

I know I know, my blog is mundane.

Just take it as I'm entertaining myself by blogging.

Whee, bye.

Happy birthday dearest(s), for those who turned a year older on November 1st :)

'I really miss your hair in my face, & the way your innocence tastes.'

2007-10-31T19:29:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY ILENE !

Ooh Happy Halloween everybody!

All thanks to the O's, we can't dress up & party :(
But I guess if we really have a Halloween party, Gladys will be the only one who don't have to fret over the costumes.

Haha, she's alrd scary enough being like this.

There, like this:

(This photo is unsuitable for the weak-hearted.)

& anyway, today's also Sammo the Geek's 16th birthday!

Yay for you, boo for us since we can't tease you anymore :(

Urgh, you can watch Resident Evil alrd! Damn.

Tdy's Higher chinese was okay, should be able to get an A.

Same goes for Maths two days back, will be able to pass, hehheh.

Friday's Physics, then Social studies, then CombinedSci P1, D&T & then finally the long-awaited Pure Geog P1 & we can finally go shopping!!!

HAHAHAHAH, can't wait.

Okie, I dont want to look like I'm damn free.

Off to do my Physics TYS :)

Bb.

‘如果爱情是我的故事，我会把你的名字写在每一页’

2007-10-27T00:28:00.000+08:00

You know, I realise I can't actually thank you enough.

When you say you do mind but you still love me, I cried.

You touched me deep in my heart the same way when you made me fell in love with you.

I'm in love with you, all over again.

I miss kissing you, baby.

I hope O levels ends tomorrow so you can cuddle me all night long.

I love you.

History, Geography papers went well.
Was really happy to see everything I studied came out.

I was grinning (practically from ear to ear) when I saw the 'China' word.

Then I made eyes with Yeeling, then smiled back at Gladys.

I can't wait for O levels to end.

I want to spend time with my lover, my girlfriends & everyone precious.

Meanwhile, I'll strive hard to do my very best.

Thank you, baby.

Really, thank you.

I can't thank you enough,

I can't love you enough.

Er, I'm craving for cup noodles :/

Pns.

2007-10-22T21:19:00.000+08:00

They call it girlfriends, we call it punehs .

I love you, ladies :)

'Forever is too unpredictable'.

2007-10-21T05:50:00.000+08:00

永远，其实真的很遥远。

一直很单纯的以为，既然时间过得这么快，一辈子也许也会在一霎那间就过去了。或许，会突然有一天躺在病床上奄奄一息时，才猛然察觉，自己已到达了传说中的永远。然后，再用自己那生命里仅有的一点点时间去想回自己走过的这段路。朋友，爱情，家人。。。

可惜啊，永远不会一下子就到达的。

人，若没有经历过任何的风风雨雨，都不能说自己真真正正的活过。每一次伤痛其实就是在心上狠狠地刮一刀。这一刀留下的疤痕将无法被磨灭，它将会长长久久的跟着你。即使有一天这道疤痕不再隐隐作痛，但你依然会记得所发生过的一切。这一刀是谁刺的，为什么刺的，你都会永远记得。

每一道刮在心上的疤痕，都是记录每一段因而成长的过程。

每个人都说，爱情不长久，只有友情靠得住。
我说，若情人靠得住，即使到老爱情都还会在。但是，如果交到的朋友不可靠，转眼间这段友情也会消失掉。
爱情友情靠不靠得住，其实是见仁见智。

不久以前，有位好朋友告诉我，她觉得九个人也许太多了。无法每一个人都去关心，九个人也很难找个时间一起出去玩。
我说，你不用担心，很快就会一个一个慢慢地离开。
没想到，我成了第二个离开的人。

以前，'I' 离开的时候，我拼了命的要她回来。我一直求她，一直求她，但她就像死了心一样，说什么也不会在回来我们这八个女孩子身边。当时很生气，一直不明白我们就没有让他想回来的念头吗？还是是我做的不够多？

我现在才看清楚，为什么她说什么也不要回来。因为，现在的我就像当时的她一样。再怎么看，也没有让我会想回去的念头。我对这个‘团体’其实再也没有任何牵挂了。

我们，只不过是九个一起同桌吃饭的人。
也许你们志同道合，但我和你们的性格肯定不一样。

心里最挂念的其实仍然是那另外一群人。
‘Lunchdates＇在我心里永远都是无法被他人取代的一群人。
I miss you guys.

‘也许是我太执着’

2007-10-20T15:20:00.000+08:00

I can't wait for the life after O's, seriously.

All stuffs has been planned out, we have even talk about which country we're going.

Like Kuala Lumpur, Bangkok, Genting, cruising...

Or even stuffs in Singapore, like the movie maraTon & shopping for prom.

Urg, but now, it's still the Big O's that matters the most :/

Anyway, I screwed up my practical.
Damn.
Okay, at least just for the chemistry part.

Oh, & I'm going to put braces.

Haha like finally.

K, everything's not settled yet.

But I'm going to the dentist right after my O's.

Whee, I can't wait for pretty straight teeth :D

Alright, I've nothing to blog about anymore.

So now you know how mundane my life is?

Haha, okay not really.

Au revoir.

Perhaps, it's time to let it go.

'234'

2007-10-16T17:40:00.000+08:00

'STRESSED UP'

(Haha I think I have thick lips)

Oh cool, finally my desktop is okay! With internet & everything. & I realized that all my pictures are gone just one day before grad day. I cried y'know, at that instant. But on the other hand, I thought this might be a sign to tell me it's time for me to move on. :) Life's definitely better ahead, heh.

One more week to O's! Oh man... I'm seriously damn stressed up now. Everytime I close my eyse, I don't see my lover's face but the dates of the papers and stuffs I haven't study! Urgh. Shit shit shit.

Today's cool :)

Met up with Sam & Gladys, had lunch then Mr Woodcock then back to school for Puregeog remedial. Yay, I've more confidence in P.geog alrd. Whee.

K, I shouldn't be here. But I'm here to read someone's blog, hahaha. Okie, bye. My nephew's coming, can't wait! :D

You're still special, I miss you.

P.U.N.E.H, PUNEH! :D

2007-10-11T21:32:00.000+08:00

School today was awesome actually. We had 4 free periods :/ Haha, but it was fun listening to Yuyou & Jiahao's crapping all the way. Plus, the attendance was less than 10, haha pathetic I know but yeah I think I enjoyed it :]

School ended at 12, & we decided to pop over to Casse's hse.

Here are the photos, Punehs!

My hair's a disaster. Haha.

Dearest Butty :]

Waha emo-ing.

Look, there's a spirit behind us :/

Okay, I just want to say, it's not easy having to hold a handphone & try to squeeze with the other 3 girls & take a perfect picture. Haha you bet the photo-taking session was exhausting but fun :]

Wah, emo eh.

Sammo the Geek :)

Gosh. Haha.

& here's Gladys the Ghost & her broken finger.

Aft which, we went to Amk to have Mos burger & then home.

Ming, you weren't there la! :/

Ah okay, time to get back to History. Bye everyone.

Talk about O's, me and my dog will go:

Buaiz.

Punehs! :D

'Love me tender'

2007-10-06T23:14:00.000+08:00

I love Elvis Presley :D

Life these days, more or less mundane. I'd rather not feel anything than to feel depressed or sensitive. Staying like this is better. At least I enjoys myself in school, with enthusiasm in every lesson, Karhao as my usual sitting partner (irritating me with his life's happenings haha), the Four sweethearts who'd always be there. Life's becoming better.

Not to forget my loving boyfriend :)

Nothing much these days. Got a new handphone, got back our report books & am actually satisfied for my L1R4.

One more week to our Grad day & that marks the end of my Secondary school days. When we were in Sec 1, we used to talk about O's & say 'Siao, still so long. Talk about it for what?!' & now, the same old 5 people sits down & say, 'Shit, O levels are coming like so fast la!'

Look how time flies. & how some things goes in a circle & comes back to the same old position. Or some stuffs you thought it would stay forever that way & suddenly you lost them.

Oh well, life's like that.
Now, check out my little sweetheart:

Isn't he the most handsome boy?

(& isn't it obvious that he takes after me? Haha)

Look, little naughty boy's tugging my hair :/

Aw, my little nephew's pouting :(

Pictures below are taken on a Sunny afternoon:

Look Ming, its been 6 years :]

& the Sunny day when Casse went for her Bimbo chi & I skipped my Heroic chi.

Haha everyone check out this pict man, I think it's freaking hilarious mang.

& for the rest of people who are still getting on my nerves:

Meanwhile, this is random but I love you boyfriend :D

&&,

I miss this grp of people. (Plus Wilson & Chin who aren't in the pict)

You don't need a clique to stay friends with someone ;

likewise, even you have a clique, it doesn't mean you guys will always be friends.

Everythng's coming back into place. & I know that's because I truly didn't do anything wrong in the first place :]

Happy 17th birthday, Kenyon Phua! (2nd Oct)

Happy 16th Birthday, Jason & Sueann! (3rd Oct)

Out of here, goodbye.

'You're just another picture to burn'.

2007-09-20T20:08:00.000+08:00

I typed the word 'Fake' & this picture came out.

& so I wonder,

why didn't your picture appear instead?

School has been surprisingly good.

Didn't know I could cope with eveything so well.

At least now I'm clear about who loves me,

& who doesn't.

Take for example, you.

I'm happy I don't have to see you,

& I'm so elated that I don't miss you anymore.

Haha, good luck with your life, plastic.

2007-09-15T22:15:00.000+08:00

One very important notice:
I'M DONE WITH MY PRELIMS! :D

So went to catch '881' with Casse, Sammo & Gladys my Therapist (Haha it rhymses!) after our last paper yesterday. Okay, abit late to catch that movie but that's bcus my friends thinks that the movie will be lame, like the 'Gui ah Gui ah'. But hey no okay, it's funny & so touching in the end I cried :/

It's nice! It's like Ge-tai musical. Haha.

After that, me & Boyfriend went to Science centre! (That's what you get for being with a nerdy boyfriend) Haha but it's fun you know. I was fascinated all the way. Haha.

A board thingy which you can write whatever shit & send it to the main board:

:D

Meet my boyfriend.
I think the boy in the picture looks like the guy in Bookworm. I forgot his name alrd, do you still rmbr? Haha.

My mom & dad's leaving for China in a few hours' time & my sis has left for Penang yesterday. So I'm all alone in the house tomorrow, with a dog & a granny. Is it pathetic? Haha.

Tmrw's Safra with The Fiveeees! Can't wait, heehee.

BYE.

"You & me, we used to be together"

2007-09-12T23:08:00.000+08:00

Today was History paper, my finger's still hurting from all the writing these days.

Halfway through studying D&t and Chemistry. Tmrw's Combined Science paper one. Not that bad but I don't really know what to study about.

I'm getting bored from all those stuffs :/

So after paper today, went over to Gladys' house for some therapies but ended up playing with her adorable (but I more adorable) niece :)

Eeee, frog. Haha.

No la, she's actually my best pal :)

Meet Lady Rebecca :]

& the most disgusting frog on earth!

Haha okay I drew this, I let Rebecca to choose the nose & she chose a heart-shaped.

The frog wears glasses because I'm drawing Gladys!

Haha.

I think I really like kids. Haha 'cus I really envy them to be so carefree.

& speaking of kids, my sweetheart Kaizer came back to his Granny's place (which is also my place):

Haha sweet thing. He made my day :)

& now he's gone home, I feel a little emo again already.

Urgh, I smell Baileys coming out from my throat. Haha how weird.

Bye. I'm back to books.

& ya, haha:

HAPPY 22ND MONTH TOGETHER, DARLING :D

It's amazing, really.

And I love you, sweetest.

'Don't pull off the trigger.'

2007-09-10T23:42:00.001+08:00

I think I need the passport to Happiness.

& Frog, I need your In-house therapies as well!

I'm going insane right at this moment. Shit.

"Don't speak'.

2007-09-10T03:03:00.000+08:00

Any cure for insomnia?

'cause I think I desperately needs it. Urghs.

Okay, I better type faster than normal because there's only 33% battery left for the lappie to survive. & I'm rather lazy to get out & get the charger & come in again. I'm better off switching off the laptop & get back to sleep. If I could get to sleep, that's the thing.

Sweetheart came over & the both of us just lay on the bed and chatted and chatted and chatted for hours! :] I think if I don't have paper tmrw, we might just talk till wee hours again. Haha. Anyway, he cheered me up thoroughly. Even if he didn't really do anything, haha. You know, 'cus hugs & kisses always made my day. No matter what :)

& you know, darling I'm so glad to be with you :)

Okay, enough of the mushiness. It's freaking 3.10am & I'm still here. I have paper tmrw & I'm still here. Urgh, like I want to :(

Tmrw's P.Geog's paper 1. & everyone let's say hello to the Plate tectonics, rivers & population again! & you know, I'm dreading the mapwork section :/

Thank anyone who's above that the paper doesn't last longer than 2 hours. It's 1 hour or 1 & half? Haha I dont even know. Oh gosh.

Anyway, I think I miss Casse. Haha out of sudden. Okay, I gotta go now. Bye everyone. & happy birthday Shawn :)

'A'.

2007-09-07T23:35:00.001+08:00

Me and you.
So many years of being friends, being in the same clique, being in the same class.

Me and you.
Hadn't been through a lot of ups & downs 'cause seriously speaking, we aren't that close.

Me and you.
I guess we haven't been close friends until the recent years.

Me.
I know I am not a good friend. But I did try to. I tried to be there for you 24/7.

You.
I will never ever forget that look on your face. Twice.

Me and you.
I guess somehow we're through.

-

I have always been a pessimistic & sensitive girl since 14, 'cause I could never cope with any loss. And that's because I take everything a million times serious than others do.

Even if I don't seem to be like this on the outside, although I'm someone who seems to laugh off anything sad or bad.

Somehow I'm not.

But hey you know what?
I'm no longer the old Tingyuan you know.
I've grew stronger, & all thanks to you.

Girl, we're through.
Intentionally or not, you hurt me and I somehow couldn't bring myself to forgive you.

Say I'm selfish, say I'm petty.
But because you meant so much to me, it hurt me a million times more when you're the one who hurt me.

Still friends, but I'll never trust you again.

Why must you be the one?
I thought you were different. I really thought you were different.
I seriously throught so...

But I was wrong.

‘爱情不停站，想开往地老天荒需要多勇敢？’

2007-09-07T00:11:00.000+08:00

TODAY.

Went back school for History: Fruitful.

Fish & co. for dinner for me & casse's birthday: Ooh a blast :D

Tons of pictures over here. Happy copy-pasting, girls!

Awaaaa :D

Froggy & the geek. Haha.

That's the 4th cake I've had for my bday this year!

Look: Before destruction.

I made the cut.

My through-all-the-depths-of-high-and-low great pals of 4 years & still going on :D

Ahhuh, after destruction by 5 girls ;)

How sweet! By staffs of Fish&co. :)

They made me stand up & hold the sparkler, sang the Fish&co. birthday rap (which I only understood the word 'Fish&co.') & gave me this card. Aww :]

Here's my emo friend.

Here's my emo friend feeding me the chocolate cake.

Ooh, meet my friend of 6 years! :)

See what see? Want fight is it?

Ah, Ming. Laugh somemore?!

Best butt/budd :)

Gweetao!

Look at Froggy's irritating fingers :/

So here's Samantha the Geek & I. Haha.

Aiyo, Casse. A lot of your photos eh!

Haha! This reminds me of the GST days, babes.

Xiao Ming, Xiao Ming :)

Emo kids.

Here's a million times of attempts to jump:

I like this one. Although I'm being beheaded. Haha.

Awa teaching us how to float.

Haha Ming looks like a Superman over here.

Awa & Xiao Ming.

I like this one :)

Look! Gladys is floating!

A very BIG thank you to:

1. Gladys Wong Wan Qing, aka, Awa; Froggy; Qing Wa; Frog; Gweetao; Goo; Goolehdis & etc etc.

2. Samantha Chan Qian Ru, aka, Zen Qian Bian; Sammo; Sammi; Sam; Samootar; XiaoQian etc.

3. Ho Ming Zhen, aka, Ho Ming Ming; XiaoMing; Hippo; Ming etc.

4. Cassandra Ng Qiu Mei, aka, Casse; Butt; Butty; Ah Mei etc.

Thanks alot girls. You guys made me felt so cherished after all these things recently. I love you girls a lot! Has never changes since Year 2004 :D

& like what Casse said: Today was the perfect Sweet Sixteen, isn't it? :]

I had a wonderful day, thank you!

:) :) :)

Happy belated birthday to me (3 days ago) & happy advanced birthday to Casse (5 days later).

‘最后受到最大伤害的人，仍然是我’

2007-09-04T23:52:00.000+08:00

Now that I'm more clear about this world, it's time for a change.

Let's see, my fingers are itching so here I am typing away again.

9 more minutes to 12, am feeling a little drowsy already. Gonna head straight to dreamland soon I guess. Still have History remedial tmrw morning & I'm meeting my boyfriend! :]

So let's see. Something to rejoice about:

We've officially finished our d&t folio & I really felt a sense of achievement. & know what? I actually quite like my d&t gang :] I dont know why, maybe because we've been spending afternoons together these days chionging our folio.

& today felt good because we counted our pages & compared with one another. Queued up after the 5As to bind our folios, chatted, listened songs in the workshop. I dont know, I just like it :]

This is a wordy & long post, I predict. I dont know, I dont have anything really big to blog about but I just feel like blogging away.

I was bored stiff just now. & I popped over to J8, wanting to get my book. But I can't find it. Then wanting to pop over to Frog's. But later changed my mind cus I felt like being alone. So I ended up headed over to Jubilee's popular. & finally got my book: 'Marshmellows for Breakfast' - Dorothy Koomson. The one that wrote My best friend's girl. 6 Chapters into it now, I can say not bad not bad :]

Alright, I'm off now. Maybe to catch the Forensic serials re-run. Bye.

You're too much.

TINGYUAN :)

Hello livejournal!

.

you're the only one i ever want.

what a failure.

i need piggybacks for ice lemon tea, :(

Don't listen to her, she's rubbish.

i love you even more & i'll be with you always.

because you love me.

till forever we'll stay the same, my love for you will never change :)

i told you i know i'm sorry, can we forget all about it now?

you know i never wanna lose you to anyone or anything else. never.

soon you're gonna see a brighter day

if i should die before i wake, its 'cause you took my breath away.

love me love me, say that you love me.

so special, unforgettable.

i love you

Two less lonely people in the world.

heal the world, make it a better place.

everybody's gonna love today, love today, love today.

W25D !

you tuck me in like a child now.

Song of my 2004.

(unnamed)

If you were the winter, I know I'd be the snow. just as long as you're with me, let the cold winds blow :}

No other love.

stop it.

is there anyone out there 'cus it's getting harder and harder to breathe

g-hip, t-hip :D

baby, you're the best part of my day

you're my babylove, my babylove.

i wanna make you smile, whenever you're sad

I just want you close, where you can stay forever :}

Remember?

I wanna be inside your heaven,

I don't see what anyone can see in anyone else, but you.

V.

have a happy birthday.

i've got you, & it's enough.

mr. heartache, i found a way to make him leave.

it's not about me, it's not about you. it's all about me & you.

yay baby, four days left.

Sorry if I have never been there for you,

i think i dream you into life.

如果我把我的手放在背后 愿不愿意牵着一起走？

I want to hug you & kiss you so badly :(

You know I can't smile without you.

Finally, rightfully, mine :D

4 musketeers pa buay toh!

如果我的成绩真的很烂，我就等你来养我okay!

无条件为你不顾明天的安稳.

有时候爱你爱的很辛苦 :(

你是我今生唯一传奇 :D

明知道让你离开她的世界不可能会，我还傻傻等待奇迹出现的那一天

You're so special, you make me wanna love you forever.

怎么敢奢望你选择的会是我？

Hold hands & stick together?

After we kissed a thousand times, I smiled to myself a million times :D

I don't worry, whenever skies are grey above :D

L,

It's all over.

Curly wurly hair.

You should have known I am this selfish right from the start.

I really did see Mommy kissing Santa Claus!

Memories, pressed betweeen the pages of my mind.

All I ask is please, please love me.

If you ever go, darling I'll be oh so lonely.

I want you, I need you, I love you.

Bespectacled.

Heehee.

I don't feel like sleeping, sleeping.

Billybombers.

Wang Chuan Yi :D

'Are your legs tired? Because you've been running on my mind all day......'

:)

‘而我已分不清，你是友情，还是错过的爱情’

Don't leave me, 'cus I can never live without you.

Two msgs changed everything.

The nose affair.

Flames to dust, lovers to friends. Why do all good things comes to an end?

如果我把我的手放在背后愿不愿意牵着一起走？